[K]isses [I]n [S]ilence ♥ ™яσscσ sεησяαs`s , My Bitches ! | ||
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Friday, December 24, 2010  Heyeyh ! Second post for today . Nie laa kalau da bored . Mesty adr jek nk post . Mepek mcmane pun , tetap nk post jgk . Hehh ! Kalau boring , tkmo bace kay ? Tkder org pakse pun ^^ What is written up there is true uh . It's like he was your everything & he was everything that you wished for . Even if he doesn't treasure you & hurt you a million times & also make you cry . You will still forgive hym & tried to be there for hym no matter what . Everyday before you go to sleep & when you wake up every morning , without fail first thing you would search for your phone to see is there any msg from hym . & If there is no msg from hym you will feel sad but you don't show it . You will always make the first move to msg hym saying all the happy & mushy things to make yourself feel better . Every single day , you will be waiting by the phone to wait for hys call or msg . Everytime when the phone rings , There would be a feeling of butterfly in your stomach . & When the name on the phone is not hym , you don't even feel like replying . He was your everything . Even if a million tears rolled down your cheeks because of hym you wouldn't mind . You would rather be hurt then be away from hym . You would rather be listening to your sweet words then listening to other people talking about hym . Even if you know what those people saying was the truth , you still wanna stick with hym cause you made a promise to stay by hym till eternity . Now , when his away . Your life went upside down . You could cry & cry through those lonely nights thinking about hym . Everywhere & Everything you do nows remind you of hym . You tried to move on & be happy . But , you can't . His everywhere in your heart & mind . All your pictures with hym is still in you phone & every night tears would rolled down cause you miss those times with hym . You tried to move on with some other guys but end up with an argument about hym too cause the other party was jelez on how much you love hym . Even if he was to promise you that he can't let you go but you find out hys in love with another . You smiled & wished hym all the best but deep down in your heart is was broken into smaller pieces . How much she misses hym & love hym , no one ever knows . Not even hym . She could say a thousand times that they are friends & she's happy with life now . But , all she ever wanted was to have hym again in her life . Awww , i wanna cry posting this thing & hearing to the song she flies me away . HAHA ! Damn ! Those times . Hmm . K laa . Now seriusly . No more updating for today . Wait till tomorow kay love . Bubbye <3 Labels: Your Senoritaaa . Thursday, December 23, 2010  Heyeyh people ^^ I'm back ~ Soooo long tk update kan ? Mesty ryndu mepek'mepek saye ey ^^ hahha ! You all wanna know something ? I'm having fever again =( Senang'senang jek papy can demam . Haiyoo ! susah btol . Hmm , papy da critekan psl chalet or my bdae ? Yeaa , it was fun to have my family & friends by my syde to celebrate with me . Even though , to me it was not complete but still im happy . I love all the presents that was given by friends & family . Thanks once again ^^ So , last few days was misery . Ohh , yeaa . Me & that someone . HAHA ! fly like the wind . It's over . The friendship is officially over . & Yesterday belated bdae surprise . Thanks babygirls & babyboys for the surprise . Had a great time with you people ^^ Saw some of y fb friends . & Thanks dewan for the birthday money ^^ Hmm , alek tkder bnyk bbl truz tukar baju & tdo . WTH ! & tady pagy susah nk bgn -.- Biase la tu , mcm nk amek mc jek . Hehh ! Hmm , that boy is back . Aww , miss him much . Yeaa , we are still friends after what happen in btween . We did text each other asking about life & stuff . It does remind me of the past . Damn ! How i miss those time when we were still close & nothing else matters . Those sweet memories . WOW ! still clear ey . & did i tell you people that time about an illusion happen to me cause i guess i miss hym . It was a few days or a week since he went in . When i was chatting with chan senoras bby at fb i think & since i was single my msn rarely i chat with people . Suddenly , i saw his name . He online . I asked chanbby did she saw hym online , but she say no . I ask miffy too then miffy say his in camp camane nk online . I swear i really saw hys name appear on the screen w/o any lies . Maybe i should ask hym ey if anybody knows hys password for msn so next time i won't be prank again . HAHAH ! Hmm , kay . Nothing matters now . I wanna be happy . so does everyone . What the future gonna be , im gonna accept it . Goodnight Love . Bubbye ^^ Labels: Your Senoritaaa . Happy Birthday to Me ^^
Friday, December 17, 2010  B O O ! ^^ I'm happy today =D Wanna know why ? Cause it's my birthday today♥ I'm sooooo happy ^^ Tkmo make my mood tukar jady bad ok ? Papy nk enjoy today ! Hmm , so tday around 11.05 just reach home . Pnt sgt today . Finish work at 7 mcm biase but today that someone♥ amek papy alek keje ^^ Go do my kening jap then eat macdonald . After that , jalan'jalan awhile at parkway . walk'walk smpi da boring we proceed to pasir ris pond . Walaupun boring , what to do .. that someone♥ nk pegy sgt furthermore we got no plans . So , yeah .. went there sit and talk'talk . Alot of stories i could know from his past but got this one past of that someone♥ mcm wasted gytu . Can see that , that someone♥ really treasure the girl lots & love her . Sweeet tau when a girl could change the guy to be a better person . Mcm nk cry dgr crite dier . org'org kt lua nie suke sgt uat org gado ey ? Cube tutup sikit mulut krg tu , kalau org bbl sal krg .. krg suke tk ? Tk kan ? so tkmo uat kt org stuuuuuupppppiiiiid ! kan da mengamok -.- Hmm , that is the one thing i don't like . People could change my mindset anytime . Papy da susah nk pecaye kan lelaki skrg . Lagy'lagy dgr crite psl org uat mulut laa nie la tu laa lagy uat saya takot nk adr maater . Haishh ! Ape lagy nk ckp ey ? Err , ohh , papy dpt bnyk wish dari love ones & babygirls . Awww , sweetkan satu'satu msg papy . Cair tau bace ^^ Suke skali♥ ! I love you girls♥ & love ones♥ ok ? && tk sabar nie on saturday . Hmm , sape'sape ey yg trun ? Whatever it is , im goonnnaa enjoy myself ^^ Kaylaa . maybe nk tdo bsok nk bgn pagy lagy . & This yr my birthday i have to work . Sedyh oi ! Bubbye ! I love you . That someone♥ thanks for fetching me from work & spending time with me . You were also the first person to wish me . I appreciate it lots . Time will tell everything . Ily♥ . Labels: Your Senoritaaa . ♥
Thursday, December 16, 2010  Heyeyh All ^^ Actually im lazy to update today but thinking back im bored , so yeaa .. i will just update & so my daily readers won't be bored reading the same thing over & over again . Kan ? ^^ Kalau boring tkmo bace tau♥ kay , so today i went to work^^ Mcm biase lpk first then change then masuk office . I went lunch early today ard 12pm ^^ Padahal masuk keje at 11 . AHAHA ! & My manager is still on leave . F R E E D O M ! ^^ Blablablabla ! Work ends at 7 , get change & meet up with my friend to take same bus together home . My friend alight first followed by me . Dlm bus due'due dgr lagu & tido ! Best oi . Lagy'lagy aircon direct . Fuuuh ! Tdo mcm tknk bgn =P I alight the bustop near to hai sing cause meeting my family kt pasir ris pond to eat dinner ^^ Yesterday mkn sane & today aso mkn sane . HAHA ! But , the food there is really nice & cheap . Go try , worth it =D Mkn & mkn sent grandma home & home sweet home ^^ *5-min break* Kay , im back !Hmm , yeaa today post not much about that someone♥ Hmm , later we will talk on that . Back to story , today im soooo gonna sleep early ^^ You people must be thinking im having an argument with that someone♥ kan ? Nahh , we are ok . No argument or anything . Just that that someone♥ went to club today . Hmm , i got nothing to say . It already happen once in my lyfe , It can also happen for the second time . I just don't wanna get hurt again so yea , i tried not to think about anything . Even if that someone♥ wanna flirt , i can't stop . That someone♥ is not mine & i got no rights . Its that someone freedom to choose with whoever that someone♥ wanna be with or enjoy with . Hmm , that someone♥ is enjoying why should i think so much ? kay , im gonna have some fun too ^^ My special day coming , presents & wishes get ready ok ? I want many'many this time pls ? & Ohh , im soo gonna have a good time 18 December night ^^ People dtg siang ok ? Maybe mlm saya tkder kt chalet ye ? ^^ Kay , till here . Take care & Have fun . Labels: Your Senoritaaa . Tuesday, December 14, 2010  && I forgot to post about this . That someone♥ kiss my forehead before he went off . &&&&& That someone♥ sent me home safe until the third story of my blk . Camane aku tk sygkan kau piglet ? Kay byeee ! Labels: Your Senoritaaa . ♥
 Heyeyh ^^ This is my second post for today . & This post is about that someone♥ That someone♥ was there for me all this while . He was there to hear every little nonsense of myne & every problems im facing . Kay . here i Go ~ On that day , i was calling my friend by the name of AK . I did not know that she was on the line with that someone♥ & while i was talking to her suddenly i heard that someone ♥ voice . At that point of time . Yerp , i was still single so don't be mistaken ok ?^^ We don't really talk cause i don't even know that someone . The next day , if i was not mistaken i did talk to that someone♥ again but it's not just the both of us . AK was also on the line . Blablablabla ~ There was never one time when me & that someone♥ talk on the phone , Ak was not there . & Yup , that someone♥ was really funny & he really make my day when i was sad . & One point of time , i felt like a third party in AK & that someone♥ conversation so most of the time i gave excuses . & Ohh , i remember at one point of time i was attached . But we were still in contact . Not as in we talk just the both of us . AK , Me & That someone♥ . Ak & That someone♥ heard me cry & sad about that guy i was attached with . That someone♥ tried to make me laugh . How cute can you be ? ^^ Hmm , I did not know that AK has a crush on that someone♥ & at that point of time i did not have any feeling or got anything to do with that someone . We were just friends . That someone♥ has own love lyfe & i had my wn love lyfe . But , I guess AK was tryin to be sarcastic when she say 'Korang due be together also ok pe ? That someone♥ kan lagy baek dari mataer kau " At that point of time i did not think about anything cause i love my ex-boyfriend so much . Let's skip skip . Until one part me & that someone had an argument about Ak . When i did not even know anything & That someone just text me up saying "Delete my number & don't contact me " I was like , ohh ok . Gasaka kau . Sikit pun tkder heran kay ? Hahaha ! =P When that someone called up on that day itself i was really pissed off . I picked up & at that point of time i already know that Ak was having a crush on that someone♥ . So , from that point of time we knew that AK was actually jelez when that someone♥ talked nicely to me & actually talk to her in a rude manner . AHAHA ! I even told that someone♥ about Ak crush on hym . AHHA ! Terperanjat kan ^^ Suke saya ! =D Hmm , after that day that someone did not contact ak at all . Btol nye mengamok tuu . Or maybe majok ey dgn AK ? AHHAHA ! From that day on , yerp . I was attached & did not really contact with that someone♥ First reason was i was attached & promise my ex-boyfriend to be faithful . Second reason was honestly there was alillte feeling that i should not have so before the feelings grew bigger & bigger its better to back off . =D I start to contact with that somone♥ back recently , It's not like what you guys thinks . 'Nie ppn buat pakai jantan , Piki due kali sblm bbl kay ?' I got my own reason & i know that someone♥ was the only one who could make me smile when im sad . & Understand me when no one else did . That someone♥ help me alot in making me feel strong in that relationship of myne . That day i can see in AK eyes that she was really jelez ^^ Suke nye aku main game jelez'jelez nie-.- Jelez & bbl tgk tmpt ye , Saya tkder rampas sape'sape dari awk tau . Tu laa , laen kali bbl dgn org baek'baek ye . Jady org tk lari ^^ That someone♥ called me up when AK was beside me & when i told her that someone name♥ . Waaahh ! Suddenly muke berubah jady fanatik sey . Seram saya . HAHA ! Sikit pun tkder heran =P . Makin kau jelez , makin aku bawa dier trun tunjukkan kau . BLABLABLA ~Gy complain kt syster kau yg satu tu kay ? ^^ Hmm , that someone♥ trun tmpt kude kepang & we went mkn ^^ Suke saya cause that someone♥ kept the promise ^^ We drink soyabean . Sweetkan ? I tau . & Actually , i got that someone♥ gmbr but dier tk kasi greenlight untk upload cause takot peminat dier rembat me . scarryy ey ? Nie la susah kalau kenal dgn org bnyk peminat . Kay , nie part dier bace aku maty . Sorry *sadface* Kay , im done ! Sorry ye story terbalek'balek . Saya nie da ngantok actually, but still nk update . Heheh ! To That someone♥ you always ask me why i love you & now im telling you cause you are special & the way you treat me is beautiful . Thanks for every little things that you have done .♥ & i love you . Words can't describe how lucky i am to be your friend . Labels: Your Senoritaaa .  Heyeyh ^^ Im sooo gonna update my blog every single day now . Wanna know why ? Cause got this little minahrep by the name of Nuratiqah who likes to read my blog .. Btol tkk ? ^^ Little Minahrep & That someone♥ cute tau ! I suke dgr drg bbl like veryvery cute sibling ^^ I suke ! Hmm , kay so today i lmbt g keje -.- Tu laa , mama suro tdo siang slalu tknk dgr , Degil . Kan da lmbt smpi kena mara . HAHA ! & Today kt keje was ok i guess tk bnyk reservation . So , yeaa . I could rest & today i gy break lmbt sey ard 2+ . Shyt them ! Hmm , after work that someone♥ amek saya alek keje . Alalaala, sweet pe kau ? Peminat kau nmpk , majok tau drg =P Hmm , Kiter lpk2 at pasi ris . But i was quite stress with that someone♥ cause we keep changing place to sit . There is a reason behind every steps we did . Chey ! hhahaha ! & Krg mesty terpikir kan ? Ey2 dekni aru break da adr peganti . HAHA ! WTH ! No laa tkmo sala phm . Org kalau da start jelez susah nanty idup saya . We are still friends that's all you guys need to know . Blakang crite tuu antare kiter *wink* Chey ! HAHAHH ! &&& Lagy brape hari jek tu my special day ^^ Nk present ok ? Hmm , kay . Wait for my next post tau kalau nk dgr crite about that someone♥ Take care ~ Labels: Your Senoritaaa . Sunday, December 12, 2010  Heyeyh hello ^^ Today is sunday & im at home sleeping , eating & playing comp since morning . Morning wakey'wakey sent that someone♥ msg then talk to hym and drink my milo at the same time . Talk & talk until 11.30 then both went to sleep . Suppose to wake that someone♥ up at 12.30 but i woke up late so i wake hym up at 1 instead ^^ Then , i went to sleep again . Mummy♥ finish cooking then she kejot me . Mkn & now playing comp . Updating blog , chatting & fb . Hehh ! Now , thot of going to sleep but daddy slept on my bed now , where should i sleep ? pfft . Tkpe'tkpe i go sleep with mummy in her room . Hehh !^^ Hmm , love life has been average for me . My life was great all this while . No more tears or sadness in me . All are about happiness , laughters & smiles . Saya suke'suke ! ^^ Even though sometimes i do think about my past , it's all in the past . If i were to cry or think about it . No thing gonna change anything , Past will stay as past right ? It will never change to the future . I'm sooooo gonna stay happy just the way i am now . Friends & Babygirls are all around me . There were there for me through every single journey that i'm facing . & that someone♥ too for making me smile every single dayy . LOve life ? average cause im in love with my babygirls so much . There's no need for a guy to make me feel on top of the world . My girls can do it too . They treasure me more then guys . My girls understand and spent more time with me then guys . So , can i have a girlfriend instead of a boyfriend ? * muke cute* hahah ! I'm still straight . No worries . K laa . time to sleep . Mlm i update lagy ok ? & that somone♥ take care where ever you are . I love you . Labels: Your Senoritaaa . Fun & Laughters ^^
Saturday, December 11, 2010  Heyhey ! Im back again ^^ Today i have much fun with those girls up there ^^ Wait , did you girls notice something ? Whenever we have an outing , there will be only the 5 of us . Everytime will only be us . Aww , i love you girls kay ?=D Should make more friends with girls jady another outing leyh kua ramai'ramai kan ? Let's start with today . So , today i was late for work . Pfft . Alarm da bunyi but i matykan & tdo alek . Got msg tersadar .. reply halfway den tdo alek .HAHA ! prangai babi xia aku . Hmm , tersadar was like 7+ already . Kelam-kabut mandy & siap den go out . Reach work was like 9.15 den i call my manager & tell her that i be reaching a little late . Sempat lpk jap den aru masuk keje . Selamat narie saturday tk bnyk keje & can rest . Lagy'lagy manager saya tgh goodmood ^^ So , at work check fb & text my girls for today outing . Finish at 1 . Go home & sleep again . But , i only sleep for 1 hr+ ok ? Dun call me a pig . Hmm , tersadar ard 4+ . Suppose to meet babygirls at 5 . HAHA ! Bgn , sempat masak maggy dulu & mkn . Yelaa , skrg kan tgh tkder duet so must eat at home dulu =D Den siap'siap truz out . Meet them at long john then mkn'mkn then went to iluma to take some pictures then we proceed to kampung melayu to watch kude kepang . At the bustop then that someone♥ called me . Prangai babi hutan siak ! Pfft . Dari pagy smpi 7+ aru bgn , tk ke mcm babi tu ? Aniway , i was surprise time zoukout gynie pun bugis ramai org . -.- Then i told that someone♥ i was on my way to kampung melayu so that someone♥ mandy & meet me there . && adr org mcm jelez jek dpt tau papy bbl dgn dat someone♥ . && btw , aku tk rampas sape'sape tau =D Hmm , back to story . Naik bus ape enta , nie semua ayraah kynora punye pandai . Dgn penuh confident dier ckp tu bus jln geylang . Skali dpt tau enta kt mane jek bus tu jln so at one of the bustop we alight & figured our way out with the help of me by asking an uncle kt kedai kopi . Da mcm bdk'bdk lost xiak '-.- So , girls learn your lesson kalau kua dgn ayraah kynora kiter tk leyh dgr kate'kate dier kay ? HAHA ! jk ! We walk at a dark alley . Tk la dark sgt sume tkder org . tmpt tu sunyi jek den babygirls semua takot'takot nk jln . hhahaha ! The funny part is when i start to run . Honey , chan & thirah semua lari skali & terpekik pekik . Mcm siak . ahha ! cermin mate jato pun satu'satu tknk angkt . Den when we reach kampung melayu , org tgkkan kiter semcm . I think cause we pakai mcm n g town atlast cume go bugis then ampung melayu . huahau ! && there's quite an handful of matreps & minahreps . Tk fav sgt la saye . Tgk kan org mcm leyh mkn plak . pfft . korek mate nk ?^^ Mcm lagy skejap after i sampai that someone♥ also sampai . Meet that someone♥ kt luar & talk'talk jap . That someone♥ veryvery the tall ey ? waduh ! Aku da lah pendek . pfft . Then after that we went our separate ways cause that somone♥ adr bnyk peminat then that someone♥ takot peminat dier nmpk . so we tk jln same2. -.- Then , boring skejap2 kua & that someone♥ text me suro teman dier mkn plak . So , yup . Went to teman that somone♥ gy mkn kt kedai mkn . Mcm dating la gytu . chey , tk laa . nanty peminat dier mara kalau go dating . That someone♥ blanje me mkn mee soto & air soya bean. Sweet kan ?^^ Suke saya . Mcm tau jek i tgh no money adr jgk org blanje saya mkn . Thanks that someone♥ . Laen kali saya blanje awk plak ye ? =D Then kiter go separate ways again . Tgk skejap then we went off cause da 9+ . Pnt saya go out satu hari . Text that someone♥ & dier jln skali cause meeting mummy dier kt changi sooo that someone♥ drop at pasir ris as well . Dlm train dkt pun nk msg suro diri sblah . One of the reason cause dier malu kekasih lame dier adr & the other reason is dier like to waste hys own pp8 -.- Saya pun berdiri leyh sblah dier & that someone♥ kepo seboyk jek sblah biler org main fb , Hehh ! Then , smpi pasir ris thot wanna walk home but halfway through tk jady . Pnt plak so we change of plan & took the bus instead , Went on our separate ways this time cause i have to take the bus on the opposite side . So , say goodbye then off we go . Thanks for the great day girls . Meet soon ok ?^^ & to that someone♥ thanks for everything . You were the best♥ Meet soon ok ? Ohh , another 6 moredays to my big day & 7 more days to have fun ^^ That somone coming down & friends too ^^ Can't wait <3 Kay laa . Bubbye . Updat again tomorow ok ? Love you♥ Labels: Your Senoritaaa .  Heyy People ^^ Miss me much ? hehh ! Quite a few days never update my blog & soo many things to talk about now . Hmm , for those who do not know , yess ! Papylon Senoras is now a single ladyy . Surprise ? Yeaa , me too . I can't believe that i just ask hym like that right after i went off & it was hys last day . People might be talking about me now . People must be thinking "ohh , this was the girl who hurt you even on your last day ?" Yeayy , i was the girl & i had my own reason . Where were you when it was your last day , i came down to town right after work just to meet you even though i was tired . Where were you when i needed you the most ? You were drunk on that day , i was pissed off coz i was like sitting there like one stupid fool waiting for you & you were enjoying . Great . So , i walked off . I hug you & said i miss you but all you could say back was 'pape nanty i msg' I keep on forgiving you . Small and big mistakes of yours . You look for me only when you need me & be there for your friends all the time . So , what's the point ? Are you happy ? Was i happy ? None of us was happy . People look at us & wish us happiness all the time . But , they do not even know the real story of us . Every girls life has a limit to everything . And my limit for you was gone . Im sorry for breaking the promise & im sorry for letting you go . Be happy wherever you are . i miss you kay tallboy <3 Kay , all that has gone pass by . Im happy now . Babygirls was there for me all the time . Thanks much my babygirls . I love you girls <3 && ohh , did i tell you about this guy ? Hmm , maybe i should not put hys name yeaa . He been there for me all this while . Before i know my ex lover , yeaa . i was in contact with hym . He was a goodfriend indeed . he help me alot & yeaa , lucky to have you in my life my friend . I appreciate every little thing you did for me . People may think differently now . Wow , aru break da adr jantan ? haha ! sorry eyh ! serabak camane pun tetap saya maseyh single kay. We are just friends & only we knows what is going on between us . So , kalau krg tak tau pape satu jek . Krg tutup krg peyh mulut kay ? Buat crite tk akan bawa krg kemane pun , Krg cume leyh dpt ... HAHA ! Nk tau , try uat crite kay ? Klaa bye . nk otf dgn dier. Nk story2 . Bubbye & love you all . taking cares ye . Labels: Your Senoritaaa . Wednesday, December 8, 2010  Heyeyh (: Third post for the day ! Last post & im going to sleep ^^ Baby today veryveryvery sweeet ! It was like the first time when i fall in love with hym & it's like the first time when we were officially together . Aww , how many days has been wasted with arguments & egoness && also drifting apart . & Now , when eerything were so sweet baby gotta leave me all alone so soon . Can i have a wish now , please ? I wanna wish that the time would be turn back & all those bad things never happen . Baby & i still sweet as ever . can ? Last laa . =( Now , baby seems like my everything . How many times i say im giving up but im still holding on . Maybe i know the reason already . Maybe its because my love for baby is still there & i can't let baby go . There so much thing for me to say & tell hym . Really really much . Just little time left . How niee ? Ishk ! Tk suke la gynie =( Baby , be back fast . please ! Be there for me like how you use to . LOve me like how you use to . Kiss & hug me like the way you did to make me feel so secure & comfortable . & baby , im sorry . I love you , so much <3 Take care baby . Be strong . I know you can do it ! Labels: Your Senoritaaa . Every 9th Of The Month♥
 Heyeyh ! =D Second time blogging for today . I just feel like blogging about me & baby . Hmm , where should i start ? Uhh , i know . Kay . I'm gonna start from the starting i know hym ok ?^^ It was on the 7 of November . Yes , if i was not mistaken . Yup 7 of December . We chat at fb . That was the first time . HAHA ! Talk nonsense to hym about i can't sleep or somthing & he too layan me & talk nonsense . That's the best part when you are bored & someone is there to accompany you ^^ Then i remembered telling hym i'm gonna offline soon cause i wanna sleep but awhile ltr i chat with hym again =P He told me to sleep . I promise hym . So , yeaa he ask for my number cause he wanna check if i did sleep or lied to hym . AHAHA ! cute kan ? Yeaa , i know . So , yeaa . We text for awhile & i did sleep =D 8 Of November . The next day , we did not text pretty much in the morning but at night dat was the time . He just finish work & he told me he was tired and stuff . Told hym to rest . At that point of time , i just came back from somewhere . Online & i saw his name . When people are bored of coz carik org nk kacau kan ? So , yeaa . chat with hym . Chat & chat , tibe'tibe plak dier nk webcam . Waduh ! Papy tgh masai . So i tried giving hym all kind of lame excuses . Like 'muke i mcm nenek tue , nanty you tgk u ketawekan '& other nonsense . AHA ! Atlast , i donoe what he did & i accept . For the first time papylon senoras webcam with a guy dgn muke masai =.= & for the first time i webcam with a guy to be exact =D So , yea . malu2 la . Tapy , senyum2 . Chat & webcam . To 1 point of time , he ask for my real name . & we told each other names then , i suddenly i decide to put hys real name in my msn . W E I R D . But it was truee , it was a random thing at first . "Muhammad Firdaus" Wierd kan ? Yeaa , then i showed hym . & he changed to "Nur Hazwani" Something like that or is it something more sweeter with my name in it . Cair skejap oii ^^ Tapy step cool laa , kan tgh webcam soo i senyum jek laa . Den from there our pm we keep on changing & changing until mine i stop at ; "Hanye Milik Ahtoi Toyboy's Sorang . Cynta pertama dan yang terakhir . " Something like that . & hys msn was : Err , i forget . But it's something like Papylon's Toyboy ? Entaa , i can't remember . Den he did something that make my heart fall for hym even more . Just something special . & he make me smile all the way from 10+ or 11+ until 4 in the morning . Yes , that long . HAHA ! From msn pm then to fb . I wrote somthing on hys wall& he also did the same thing to myne . Then next step , he put in a relationship . I was stunned for a second , my heart was beating veryvery fast when i saw that ^^ After 12am so 9 Of November . We had enough for that day , never though we will end up as lovers on that day itself . I was sitting on my bed . Receive a text from hym saying ; (roughly) "Bhy , im happy to be in a relationship , i want us to last long mhy ! ily !" Den i disturb hym , Something* =P Den he asked again & i ask hym something & he replied : "Okay mhy ! i janji tkkan play ard with ur heart kay ? I will cherish you & i nk you serius skali .ily !" & yeaa ! Officially together on the 9 of November <3 When i check my fb thru hp , Request sent by hym . In a relationship with papylon senoras- Hys profile & myne In a relationship with Ahtoi Toyboy . People around us , who know us was surprise with the sudden relationship btween us . That was the best memories i had with hym . On the 9 of November was also the first day i meet hym . With the help from his blood coz he wanted to go east coast & brought baby along coz i wanted to meet baby . Finish work & waited for them at MAC . Then had a great time with baby at east coast <3 Blablabla . Second meet up was when i took mc from work but went out & meet up with baby . Bugis then town . He was sweet ^^ Suke saya . He sat beside me , Hug me & make me feel so secured & comfortable by hys syde . Even though he with his friends , He still talk to me & make me feel so important ^^ Went home & text with hym all the way . Hmm , skipskip ~ Err , Went sentose with baby , baby's blood , baby's blood gf & my gf with her boify . Had a great time with them & baby ^^ That was also the best memories with hym . && the best of all memories is spending the whole day with baby alone . Just the two of us . But , i was sleeping . HAHA ! But atleast , i decide to spent time with baby even though i know i would make someone at home upset ^^ I donoe why . Baby seems someone so special . Emm , But then in a relationship there wil always be arguments , Even though when i knew baby . i know im left with just a few days t spent time with hym . Still , arguments happen & it has waste a few hours of our time being together . It even make us felt like we have drifted apart sometimes Maybe just for me . Those feelings is always there But yeaa , babygirls ask me to stay strong .So here i am . Staying strong without any tears anymore . Ohh yarr , have i told you people , Im only left with 1 day . Baby going Ns already . & yar , our 1 mth falls on the day baby went to ns . Maybe god just wanna test me & see how strong & how far i can face all this obstacles & pains . Yes , i can do it . I will show you people i love hym & will be strong no matter what . =P K laa . my hands felt tired aready . Roughly that's my love story . Hehh =D I love my baby . & i love my babygirls ^^ Take care ! Labels: Your Senoritaaa . |
Papylon Xiao-Mei  þαþyℓόή sεησяαs™ Nur Hazwani . But people usually call me Papylon. A year older on 17/12 . Respect me , i`ll Respect you . My blog , My say . I don`t need any of your feedbacks . Thanks :D ♥ Afad's BabyGirl ♥ HoneyRS♥♥ Melyaw♥♥ iesyah♥♥ Fel♥ Nora♥ sehaRS♥♥ Titi kupu-kupu♥♥ Ninie♥ AthirahRS♥♥ JJ♥ Rya♥♥ Fyra♥♥ ChanRS♥♥ AyraahKynnoraRS♥♥ Fyqa♥ BabyCino♥ YannaKechykk♥ Kecyk Kia's♥ Yana Siowtii♥ Fyqa♥ tity♥ Hestira♥ February 2010 March 2010 April 2010 May 2010 June 2010 July 2010 August 2010 September 2010 October 2010 November 2010 December 2010 January 2011 February 2011 March 2011 April 2011 May 2011 June 2011 August 2011 September 2011 March 2012 September 2012 |
