Miss me ?
I miss you people & miss blogging . Chey , padahal almost everyday if im not lazy i always update -.-
Hmm , Maybe today was not my day .
I'm not sure of my own feelings today . Hmm .
Just now after work , i went to town & decide to give my boifyy a surprise ^^
Hmm , miss hym so much that even though im tired & had a terrible headache i still went down just to meet hym .
How sweet can i be when i'm with him ? Pfft .
Not being myself .
Happiness last for a second .
Boifyy hug just now make me feel so protected & safe .
& i was not in the mood after that . why ?
Im disappointed with boify .
After she told me then you want to tell ?
What for ? That means if she nvr tell me , i will be kept in the dark ?
uh , im soooooo use to it .
What you can do , i can also do baby .
Trust me honey .
Aniway , i won't be around . Do whatever you wanna do .
No one's there to stop you from flirting & you won't feel bad for a second too .
Trust me with that .
Trust you now ? Yeaa , i trust you so much -.-
Mate'mate bnyk diluar ye , satu silap jek kay baby ?
^^
I may sound happy & maybe you people thinks im crazy coz i dun seem to care about my own boyfriend ?
Hmm , maybe people who are close to me will only knows how i feel .
Like i say , how much i love hym no one will ever knows except for god .
Now , im leaving this relationship btween me & hym in the hands of fate .
I'm too tired .
Everything happe for a reason , i maybe hurt & sad now .
In the future ? Maybe i will be the happy girl like i use too =)
I'm just waiting for it to happen .
Sooooooon please !
No more suffering , i suffered too much =(
haishh !
Why must everything change so suddenly ?
Why must you change so suddenly ?
I want the old us  .
I want the old you who treat me so differently from the others guys.
I waant the old you who was there to make me smile & laugh .
I want the old you who will make me smile widely everytime when i receive a text msg from you .
I want the old you who has been sweet like sugar .
I want my old prince back ='(
Tears keep flowing .
The nearer the date , the faster my heart beats .
You leaving me soon & even though you are leaving me the more arguments we have .
I don't want anything from you .
I don't want all the sweet talks .
I just want the happiness that we use to have & the love that you used to show me .
Maybe i should give you sometime .
Enjoy yourself while im away .
I STILL LOVE YOU STILL <3
Maybe it was our mistake to take things too fast .
I'm sorry for not being the best .
Give us one last chance , maybe ?
Let's fate decide everything ='(










Misses .