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Tuesday, August 31, 2010

Hello kawankawanku yg manis :)
Narie i pakai iphone mummy lagy to update blog
coz computer at home adr giler2 sikit uh . So papy lazy sgtsgt nk switch on
the bloody comp & way yg paling sng just use iphone ^^
Aniway , tadyy i reach work siang daa change semua masuk office den start my bad luck .
My boss ask me go sata which is located kt chai chee for xray -.-
waste time only tukar baju ! Go locker rm , amek benda & change truz went to sata.
Blablabla . Carik tmpt mcm nk mampos & tk naek cab taw ! I took bus^^
Reach the place piki lame laa kan coz ramai org , skali tu stakat 5 min truz da abes .
Bingit skejap papy . Tapyy tkpe patah alek kejr ard 12 and go for lunch plak .
Hehh ! Half of my day gone :)
i loike !
Love today sick . Demam panas . Kecian love :(
get well soon kay syg ? Eat ubat !
Love , miss & meet soon ok ?
Aniway , biler love sick he prangai rabak -.-
sot skejap papy ! Sabar jek laa .
&&& tadyy i at bedok inter nmpk jj & hys friends :)
& maybe sok papy going geylang jap & thurs buke puase with mel :)
cant wait !
K laa nk tdo ! Goodnight ppl !

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Randomly me ^^
Monday, August 30, 2010

Hello kwnkwnku yg tersyg !
hehh ! Narie post will be sikit boring coz im using
mummy iphone .^^ understand understood hor krg :)
hmm , narie papy abes keje lmbt eyy ! Lyke 6 plus tawuk !
Selamat papy tk puase if nt waliao comfemcomfem
perut cannot tahan liao . *winks*
ey krg , kalau tgh puase tk leyh pakai color kuku ey ?
Is it dose ? Tk kaann ! Sembarang jek mak aku ,
adradr jek dier nk typu jadyk papy takot & tk pakai -.-
tapy tkpee , luckily eu adr ank yg baek seperty papy
yg mendgr kate . Cheh ! Tk leyh carry xia . Hehh !
Aniway , tadyy alek keje da lmbt so piki nk lmbtkn skali .
Thot want myt love tapy change my mind so papy alek truz :)
& maybe on wed ke thurs papy nk go chai chee for medical punye benda
sape nk teman papy ? Cpt ! Wave hands ! Hehh ! Mepek skali skale tkpee .
Hmm , k laa sok papy continue & update kay ?
Babylove da tdo mcm babi so im also going to lalaland untk mimpi indah ^^
& can't wait for saturday ^^

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Our Third Chapter
Sunday, August 29, 2010

Hello Kwnkwn ku semua . ^^
Awk nmpk tk laki kt atas tuu ?
hehh ! Narie 29/8 kann ?
Kiter punye 3 mths anni taw .
Walaupun , papy tk tau yg kiter kwn ke mataer ,
Whatever it is .
Happy 3 Mths Anni Love ,
Hmm ,
Even though dat day we went on our separate ways & after which , you said you want me back .
Since that day , you showed me that you have changed .
You tried to change to be a better Love for me .
When i throw my anger at you , you were still beside me & kept quiet without argueing back .
When i did not want to meet you , You kept saying dat you miss me & how much you wanna meet me .
When i told you im meeting my friend , you trusted me now & did not accuse me of anithing .
I appreciate every little thing dat you have done for the past 1 week .
Whatever happens btwn us , i know we won't be apart more then a week .
haha ! =)
You know , i love you so don't make any more mistake like what you did for this past 3 months of being together ,
Remember taw ,This is the last chance for you love .
prove to me that you can change & will change for the better for us & this relationship .
I trust & love you kay ?
Hmm , for the past few days love tk puase eyh ! tk tau malu & last sat he wait for me lps keje den guess what ?
He went mac to eat =.=
tk tau malu kan dat idiot ?haiyoo !
Tapy walau camane pun , tetap i sekaki dgn dia mkn mac jgk =P
Kirekan ape taw , sweet la kan . Teman laki mkn bersame-same ,
WTH sia papy !
hahhhahaha !
Whatever it is , Be more undertsanding kay ?
I love you fatass !
^^

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Hello everyone , Nmpk ppn2 jambu kt atas tuu ?^^
Im very happy i get to meet them yesterday .
WoohhhoOO ! But , 1 org hilang dat is RYA !=.=
Confident trun atlast tk nmpk pun muke .
ishk ~
So long tk dpt jumpe mereka . Akhirnya kiter berjumpe lagyy .
Nk lagy ! Nk lagy !=)
hehh !
Actually , adr bnyk lagy gmbr tapy saye tk upload kt sini ,
Nk tgk .. tgk kt fb kay ?
&& guess what ?
smlm we naek train ride unt bdk kecyknye kt dwntown .
ahah ! kecoh doh ! da tte2 pun nk naek .
But , still i enjoy my day with those senoritaa of myne .
Meet soon ladies & i love you girls <3
As for today ,
Lepas keje straight went to geylang .
Ramai sik org disana . waduh ! kepanasan !
Tapy , went there with those girls of mine . so ok laa .
tk kisah sgt . hehh !
Ayraah ! echa ! fel !
NK GMBR !!!!!!
^^
Hmm , && i get to meet someone yg da lame i tk dpt jp .
Rydu sgtsgt sama dia <3
tkpe , jp lagy kay ?
kua together . hehh !
& maybe next sat my face will be at geylang bazaar again-.-
haha ! bkn nk jady poster taw, Since its my pay , nk carik baju raye kt sane ^^
K laa . saye da pnt satu ari kua ,
Sok going jb . ryndu saye kay ?
hehh !
Love you all .
Taking cares ~

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hello ! hello
Tuesday, August 24, 2010

I'm back . Papylon Senoras is back to her ownself .
happy tkk ? ^^
Narie , im feeling much better . Like what my dear friend told me , Try to focus on something else & it works .
I did not really think about those sad things .
*clap hands*
Im proud of you girl . hehh !
Today , at work not many works to do .
More time to relax . i like .
& tadyy i tk puase taw . huhu ! I beli mkn & mknan dier tk sedap langsung .
Mkn sikit jek den tk mkn lagyy .
Den pakcik tmpt keje g geylang , ape lagyy .. kirim belikan mkn lor .
Dier belikan keropok lekor . sumthing like that uh the spelling .
sedddaaaap rabak ! ^^
I got my reason taw dat's why i tk puase not bcoz i lazy eyy . hahah !
Nk dkt hari raye ey ? mcm cpt sgt gytu & this year i sedyh sgtsgt .
I daa tk dpt duet raye siol =(
&& Jom ! g geylang agy kwnkwn ku . I nk jln2 lagy tapy this time please tkmo waste time tunggu2kan org laaa . please =(
People always say , If you really love a person .
Patience is everything to win that person heart again .
Since , you hurt mine heart . It's your turn now to wait & win my heart .
If you really love that person , with all the memories that you have gathered & confidence ,
You will surely be together again .
For now , gain my trust .

Your senorita . Papylon Senoras '




Monday, August 23, 2010

Hello kwnkuu ~
Narie saye keseorangan . Sape nk temankan saye narie ?
Narie , i alek keje .
I jln di tempat kenangan saye bersame si dia .
Hati rase sakit , Air mate pun mule mengalir .
Lagy-lagy tady time hujan , kalau saye bernangis pun tkder org yang akan tahu .
Saye berjumpe dgn si dia untk kali terakhir .
Peluk di tempat yang banyak kenangan manis bersamanya .
Waduh ! tahan saje sik .
Saye cuba untk menunjukkannya yang saya kuat untk menghadapi ini semua keseorangan .
Tapy , semasa berjalan seorangan .
Mula menangis plak .
See , im not strong . Why can't i just be happy like how i use to ?
Why can't i just move on without being hurt ?
Please . someone just help me forget all this problem & make me happy ?
All i want is a day with no problems , no sad moments but just happiness !
please ! please ! please ! =(



The love

Wow !
It's really the end now .
22/08/2010 .
Officially the end , 7 more days to our 3 months anni . 
I'm sorry . 
Will never repeat again the same mistake . 
More then once chance i have given you , 
You just did not appreciate it . 
How many more times do i have to suffer then we will be happy again ?
I tried hard to keep this relationship going .
Being strong for the one i love but i just can't move forward animore .
Why must the person i love so much hurt me two times more & i can still
smile for hym , stay with hym & try everything to be with hym ?
How cruel can love be ?
Why can't love make me happy & feel happy all the time .
How i wish time will just stay to the happy days & never ever go to the days i will be hurt .
Love , if you are reading this .
You will never Know how much you mean to me & how much i love you .
Never happen to me before that 24/7 you were always on my mind .
Never before happen that i spent most of my times with my love then my friends & family .
It only happen when im with you ,
Thanks for all the sweet thing that you have done for me .
Im sure , someone better will enter your life soon enough .
I will still be smiling from a distance & pray for your happiness love .
How hurt i am , How the scars in me heart gonna heal ?
Im not too sure . averything takes times .
Im sure i will never forget you coz you were my best ex boyfriend .
i love you still .
Take care coz i care .
Once a devil , can i stay as a devil ? hehh ! ^^
JOm ! join papy .

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Sunday, August 22, 2010

Hello Kwn-Kwnku ,
Ape khabar ? baek-baek tak semua ?
Papy , tgh sakit perut skrg .
Tk leyh tahan sik . Skrg nie tgh update blog pun pelok bantal bushuk & type .
Lyke wanna cry , da mkn ubat aso no difference .
Daddy , Mummy , sent me to hospital please ? !~*crying*
Hmm  , yesterday had fun with love & kwnkwn & babygirl gue sik .
Yg laen tipu papy . Ckp turun on saturday smpi mase papy trun drf tkder .
Nk cry uh . hmph !
From work meet love .
Nk tau benda ? ahahha !
comfem krg ckp papy kental .
Papy tk dpt beli skirt at cotton on .
Duduk bawa blk with love jek papy cry . HAHAH !
xiak uh prangai . bdk kecik pun kala siol .
Den naek cab go sumware ^^
Lps tu naek cab love antar go geylang den he went home .
Smpi picit ayraah , she waited for me at joo chiat .
I was so blur . I waited for her kt tanjong katong . =.=
diam ey !
Smpi hug hug & kiss kiss .
g tmpt mkn .
Blablablabla ! dpt discout taw . best !
ayraah ! duet aku gondot ! GRRR ~
Jln2 den i went home .
Kepale pening & perut sakit .
To ayraah baby ,
One day im sure we will be able to meet again . All of us .
People do have their own life that you have to understand .
But , trust me we will still be the same & i love those girls called senoras kay ? ^^
Senoras darlings ,
Do tell me when all of you are free so i can set a date for all of us to meet together .
My others babygirls ,
i be meeting you girls on friday kan ?
i can't wait taw !
love you girls too ^^




Sunday, August 15, 2010

Hello ! I love you all =)
I been fasting since the ferst day of puase till now .
Goodgirl kan ? I know i know ^^
Love aso puase since the ferst day till today too .
Coz i ask hym to . HAHA !
Hmm , yesterday lps keje .
Meet love kt bustop den i told hym im hungry .
He look at me & say tahan jek .
=(
mangkok seyy !
Den , biler dier tgh maen comp , he tgk psl hys army thing then truz tder mood .
Then guess what ?
His turn to tell me , Jom mkn! daa tkder mood uh .
HAHAHHA !
After that , went to get our rings .
Lawaaa i like !
Jln to bustop back , wait for cab & zooooom off to my house .
Smpi jek , mama suro g beli benda kt kedai so we go shop buy things .
& we are the most rajin couple .Bulan puase tgh puase kite jln 2 times g kedai . *claphands*
Family members all come over to my house .
Ohh , rudy aso came to buke puase with family .
Blablablabal !
den siap .
Me , love , honey & rudy went to geylang bazaar .
First meet rudy friend then waited for ayraah & friends den meet my aunty .
Walkwalk sikit buy mkn then Wait for my cuzin plak .
Kirekan kiter go bazaar geylang stakat waitwaitkan org jek =.=
Den da give up go to this blk lpk & take pix .
uh ! ayraah ! aku nk gmbr semua .
Den ayrah ckp she got sumting on someware .
Kiter jln cpt2 go alek kt tmpt tu .
=.=
da bbl . boring so i jln .
Love , rudy , honey & me tahan cab .
waited for veryvery long ey . Bingit jek !
den dpt sent love & rudy home den home sweet home ! ^^
Alek wash up den truz tdo . HAHA !
NEXT plan if want go bazaar geylang no more waiting for people ^^
hahah !
take care !
iloveyouLOVE!

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Thursday, August 12, 2010

Hello Love ;
Narie daa second day of puase ey ?
Lyke cannot pecaye ey da due hari i been fasting . Amin .
Lyke dat comfemcomfem i can stop ****** .
insyalllah . Org kate ckp mau lebyh , tapy nanty tk uat pun .
HAHAHHA !
^^
This saturday !
Can't wait nk amek ring love tuuu !
comfem lawa ey ? hehe !
cpt laa saturday .
lps amek ring . Love follow go buke puase with family den maybe mlm go geylang bazaar ?
not sure yet . See how kay ?
bubbye !
nk buke puase niee . Get ready benda !
GOGOGOGO ! =)



Best time of my life .
Wednesday, August 11, 2010

Hello Loveee .
Got miss me not ? Quite long eyh i nvr update my blog . Hmmm .
Biase laa org buze bekerja laa kan . hehe !
Hmm , so what i been up to lately , nk tau tkk ?
kepo eyy krg . waduh ! Tapy tkpe laa . I will tell . HAHHA !
Friends & Babygirls ;
On titi's bdae celebration .
After work went to have dinner with my crazie aunty kt kedai kopi .
Eat & talk denn text titi up den off we went separate ways .
Tunggukan bus punye la lame den take bus go ws & bought for titi her bdae present ?
Nk tgk tkk ape i buy for her ? g tgk at her facebook kay ? lawaa taw ! ^^
Be jelez kay ? tk laa .
Den went to grandlink to karaoke . Tapy atlast tk karaoke pun .
ohhh , love pun adr dgn lagy due kwn gondol dier .
=P
But , love aso tk nyanyi . Kiter due tgh pnt aru alek keje .
Potong cake . ddk2 jap den off home sweet home naek cab =P
Next day i can't remember where i go . HAHA !
NEXT i remember was on National day . HAHA !
Morning went to have breakfast with mummy den jln2 jap at dwntnw .
Went home , ddk2 jap . den siap to go marina .
Went with honey .
Dlm train tibe2 smpi bugis , due2 trun .
Weird kan ? HAHA ! we went bugis jln2 den wait for ayraah to come den off to marina .
We walk to marina taw . I repeat again we WALK .
Kiter tk lost taw , pandai ey ? =.=
Den smpi went to marina square punye tmpt wayangnye luar to see bunga api .
&&& best taw dpt tgk mini tv dary kwn ayraah nye CHINA PHONE ! HHAHHA !
kay diam !
Den tgk bunga api . Happy2 & terlompat2 mcm berok den finish boring .
ahaha ! biler part mcm berok tu fake jek .
Den went down to 7-eleven . Nmpk some people i know .
& that sweetgirl tego me . Tk prasan plak dier adr , den hi-bye , den jln wait for love .
Tu part aku menagmok , gado jap . den i jln & meet the rest of babygirl .
Though want eat den ramai org .
Saw my ex den i lari . HAHA !
Went out of marina , mampos lagyy ramai ! waduh !
diri2 den jln go down kt daerah step ddk2 & bbl mepek jap .
Sumtink happen .
Den go mkn at kfc . atlast .
Thanks chanbaby .
den  eateat , finish eating went to citylink wait for my ass cuzin .
Skali tu dgn mataer , waduh ! tknk blang uh .
talk2 den home sweet home .
Next day keje .
& today first day of puase ! ^^ i puase taw . Love pun puase ^^
Finish work meet love den ddk kt mac mcm bdk gler smpi nk kt time buke due2 excited .
Da azan jek due2 tersenyum & starts to laugh .
Den lps mkn ...
i like this part .
Love maty2 nk go parkway . but i mls . Den skejap2 he ajak go parkway again .
Den i irritated teman laa dier skejap .
Sementara tunggu bob dtg .
Den i thought he say nk beli cookies but then g tgk cincin kt couple's lab  .
I pun suke & kepo2 laa choose2 .
Den he ask me to try & choose the nicest one .
Then , saaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaap ! Kiter beli couple ring !
HAAHAHHA ! =)
SYG KAU !
cincin yg love beli ketat giler . Good ! jady kau tk leyh bukak2 & ppn2 kt lua tk leyh mengatal agy ! HAahha ! padan muke =P
Tk sabar saturday nk amek ring .
Cpt laa saturday & saturday love buke puase with my family .
kay byee . da pnt .
Take care love & my love .

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Thursday, August 5, 2010

Hello people .
First time updating blog pakai iphone .
Kecoooh doh !
Nie pun jap jap agy nk kt tdo .
Tomorrow werking morning , ishk ! Pnt semcm .
Btw , adr good news .
Me and love are still together . Yeepyy !
Nothing can separate us again .
Solve things & we knew we still love each other &
can't let each other go .
Sweeeet kan ? I tau !
Maty kalau love tau i update blog .
Sleeeping soon love . No worries ^^

Aniway , wanna take this oppurtunity to wish
my gf a happy 18 bdae syg . Hope all your
dreams will cum truee taw ! I syg you ! And i miss you .
Kay byeee ^^



Last kiss & hugs
Wednesday, August 4, 2010

This was the last kiss & hugs that we have .
If i ever knew this gonna be the last one , never i will leave your syde .
How i wish i could turn back the time & amend everything .
Now , i know it will never ever happen again .
Fate brought us together & fate also make us fall apart .
The first day to face my life alone . Without you . Goooosh !
It's totally different .
Almost everyday i get to text with you ,
laugh with you
&
call you .
But , today .. no more .
Im trying hard to be strong in facing this .
haish !
Ya allah , berikan laa aku semangat untk teruskan hidupku tanpa dia di sisiku .
Im just too confused with you .
You said you forgive me , i thought everything was ok .
I was super happy just now .
But , i was wrong .
It was only words .
You still did not forgive me & still make a big fuss out of it .
It's over , why can't you just let it go ?
When you were in the wrong , did i ever leave you ? did i ever gave up on you ?
I did not . Coz why ? i love you so much .
I love you so much until i can't bare to leave you .
I told you , you were my everithing .
I told you , i will never leave you .
But , now ?
Just one small mistake , changes averything .
I guess it's totally over .
No more you & me ever again .
I'm sorry for being the worst girlfriend ever .
will still love you no matter what happens .
Hope you like the present i bought for you , even though it means nothing now .
Take Care .

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It take a few mths or years to be together but a few mins to be apart .
Tuesday, August 3, 2010


At first , we were just firends . Normal friends .
Sit together & joke .
Make fun at each other .
Laugh & smile widely everitime when we were together .
Nothing else matters & all the misery were gone .
Spent too much time together that our hearts felt different when we meet again .
Have you ever felt when u fall for that someone , your stomach will have this one kind of feeling
like butterfly flying all around .
You will always feel excited or maybe i should say happy when you know today you
will be meeting the guy that you fall in love with .
Yerp , that was the feeling i felt when i was falling in love .
Everitime when you were infront of me , i will be smiling widely .
The days were so much different when you were with me and when you were not with me .
As time flies by , the feeling starts to change again .
Hmm . Should i say . changes like a miracle .
It was like magic  .
Being with you only for a few days & you manage to make me fall in love with you
More & More .
Things turn out differently from what i thought .
As time starts to go by , We were no more friends but
Lovers .
No one knows what i felt at that point of time .
It's no more a butterfly but its a feeling like in heaven .
To have a guy to love me totally felt different .
I was like in a fairytale land full of magical .
You sprinkle all your magic on me whenever im with you .
Yup , i feel it .
Can i not leave this fairytale magical land please ?
We promise to stay together no matter what happens .
A few times tears roll down my cheek .
A few times i nearly fall.
It felt like falling from a high mountain & will be drowned in the deep deep blue sea .
No more me in the fairytale world .
Even though the lies & hurt make my tears flow .
I still forget & forgive .
Because it never cross my mind to leave you or to hate you .
I will still be smiling even though my heart hurt .
Thought i will never fall , but i failed .
I fall from the mountain .
No more you & me .
I'm disappearing in the deep blue sea .
You will not see me animore .
You will not hear from me animore .
Before i leave ,
Let me say this once & for all ...
Thanks & i will miss you .
much moreee .
Loving you till the end were my promise to you & yes ,
i will still keep the promise even though the magical love fairytale is gone .
Will be waiting , missing & loving you from far .
Take Care Lovee .

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