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Tuesday, March 30, 2010  Hello Assholes =D Nmpk tk gmbr kt ataas tuu ? lawa kan the word I LOVE YOU ? *insert name* yg buat . But when i ask hym to teach me , dier tknk ! siaal ! . geraaam jek aku ! -.- Sorry da lame never update my blog yee . Been buze looking for a job -.- haishhh ! No work means No money . No money means No shopping & Going out . No shopping & Going out means have to stay at homee . tk ke boring idop aku ? =( Friday ; I wake up early ard 7+ . siang kan ? goodgirl mah . go breakfast & home , siapsiap . blablabal ! den go mak house to meet kak surin & CHANGE SHOE . menyusahkan . skrg my slippers at mak house & my high heels at my house -.- waitwaitwait ! . den go out , ****** & proceed to suntec for the job fair . Punyela ramai org . astaga ! && every both will have long queue . sape mau layan . lagy lagy both uf us were very hungry . dkahfnfajf;arf~ sit at mac eating & ***** & reading newpaper . Imagine ey , from 1+ i think until 5+ we were sitting there bace straits time to find job . seeee , we are making an effort taw . =D den , blabla . meet my friend .. lpk2 . alek at 11. Saturday ; Suppose to meet *insert name* . He wake me up at 11+. den at 12 or 1+ he go out from his house at cck to meet me under my void deck at pasir ris . It will take sometime so dgn confident aku tdo skejap den ***** den tgk tv . Den i called hym , he at the bus interchange aready . cpt kan ? haha ! kelam kabut aku mandy & siap . *he take the wrong bus aso this baciin! * ahha ! meet hym under my void deck . lpk2 . &&&& He msg my daddy . hahah ! why ? coz dier nk ajak ank daddy kua next week . =) blablabalbala . go out with family . Sunday ; wake up at 1+ . hahahahha ! mcm babi sia . kay tkperr , den siapsiap , teman adeq go vivo apply keje . But atlast mak dier btol no more vacancy . hahah ! walk ard aimlessly , atlast go pageone bace magazine . mcmc xiak ! . blablabalbal! . go mkn with family . && he go camp aready . Boring ! Monday ; Same thing like friday but we were both tired so decide to go home & sleep . haha ! prangai xiak . We went all the way to city hall , we thot its an interview padahal its an agency untk carikkan keje & have to pay $20 lagyy . ishkk! buat penat jekk . buy straits time again , tapy kiter duduk tmpt adr air2 . haha ! kental -.- give up & went home . meet zhaireel . thanks blanje mkn kfc . Wait i rich i blanje you okie ? haha ! & kak surin . thanks taw . i know , you know . & yesterday he msg me late 1am+ . I was already sleeping =( tapy tady pagy dpt bbl jap before he have to go down . tk tau mane ntah . huahuahua ! waiting for hym to msg . & today , rotting at home again . sleeping ltr . waiting for that monyong to msg & maybe kemas rumah . rajin kan ? biase jgk =D kay byee , aku lapar . take care! ** saturday come fast !!! ** Labels: Your Senoritaaa . The End .
Wednesday, March 24, 2010  The picture above really mean something in my lifee . This post goes out to that someone that once were my lyfe & love . I know yesterday was the last timee for everithing . Last tyme talking to you , laughing with you , seeing you doing those childish things , msging you & meeting you . What i hope yesterday from you for the last time was to sit with me till i feel it's time to leave me . I wanted to give you the last hug without shedding any tears for you . all i ever wanted was to say i love you for the last time . Strangers to friend & i never though that i will fall for you & you will be myne . It never cross my mind . You were just different from the others . Even though i know you will be buze with your stuffs , i did tried to understand you & will make it through . But i failed . We were separated due to the problem we were facing . I did told you , i still love you & will wait for you . How many times we fought & ending up as strangers . But , we pull it through & became friends again . When we meet up , i was always happy . you know how much you mean to me . How much i wanted to be yours again . When you told me you were att , my heart stopped for a moment . I wanted to cry but i did not coz i wanted to show you that i'm strong . I will still be happy without you . I meet up with you coz i know it will be for the last time & it will never ever happen again . You sat infront of me , talked & talked like nothing happen . I kept quiet coz it hurt me so much . I told you those thing even though i would be the one getting hurt . I help you in your relationship as if it's mine . When u said that whatever i say is true . You wouldn't want that thing to happen in your relationship . i guess it's true . I'm just a third party . Never ever i thought you would belong to someone else . It's over between us . No more memories . No more you & me . I will move on . I'm happy for you that you manage to move on . Congratz ! Last long . Will pray that you will be happy . Goodbye Stranger . & Nobody will be able to stop me from loving you . Take care ! *I'm sorry nizam for hurting you because of him . thanks * Labels: Your Senoritaaa . Those tears are not meant for you .
Tuesday, March 23, 2010  Hello Asshole =D Boooo ! =) kayy , im trying to be happy . Gonna enjoy my lyfe to the fullest . Nothing gonna stop me from doing it . Now & Forever . Morning suppose to have an interview at 11am . Guess what ? confident aku put alarm at 8 am . You know what ?! I snooze & snooze until 9+ . haha ! kelam kabut aku . blablala ! mama & adeq follow me too . naek bus smpi pening dok . Jauh xiak . padahal it's only at parkway . haha ! smpi . go interview tk smpi 15min pun . cpt ey ? waste my tyme jekk . den walk2 . mama buy baby nye baju for kayla . den ... home . To that someone . I donoe what your motive . You know i been waiting for you . you know i love you . & you know how much you mean to me . what else you want from me ?? haishh ! When you walked away , i turned . Never wanted to see your face coz i cried . I know it's not worth to cry for you . But i donoe why i did . i regret waiting for you & i regret loving you . Last long with your girlfriend . Hope you will be happy . Take care Fucker ! K laa . gtg! . tatatititutu ! chalobebeh ! . *Thanks rya for calming me down just now , love you girlfriend . * lotsoflove ; Labels: Your Senoritaaa . The End .
Monday, March 22, 2010   Hello Assholes ! =D Today , nothing much happen . Since morning till 6+ then i mandy . ahaa ! i know . prangai babi . kay tkpee . tk psl . Yaya came over just now . But 5+ i halau dier alek . haha ! =D sorry ey babi . next tyme kay . aku tkda mood narie . hmm , & i just came bck frm giant & bedok corner . Nizam , im sorry for what i did . I know , i did promise to stay with eu till forever . But , i did not fulfill my promises towards you . You may think i'm the same lyke ur ex all , think & say what u want . I know i'm wrong but evrithing has it's own reason . Maybe we are just not fated to be together . I'm sure you will find someone better & i will be here smiling & be happy for you . No matter what happens , i just wanna let you know . I will still be here for you . Not as your girlfriend but as your friend . I'm proud to say that once you were my best boyfriend & Never did i regret being with you or knowing you . Pray that you will be happy & find the right girl . Goodluck Nizam Hubby . && i still love you though . I'm done for today . when i have the mood i will update again . sooooon kay people . =) keep on smiling . Even if it hurts . =D takingcares ! LotsOfLove ; chalobebeh ! Labels: Your Senoritaaa . The fun On a saturday night .
Sunday, March 21, 2010 Hello Monyongss ! It was a blast saturday nights with babygirls . Suppose to meet Fella , Reira , Thirah ,Chan at town by 3 . But , ard 1 going to 2 i & honey were still at home . hahahhah ! we were late by 1hr . i think . But , it was not our fault taw . we meet up with ayrah at tamp . Tapykan , the train was being delayed bcoz of some problems . DUMBASS ! selamat fella aku tk maraa . heeh! & also . not us yg paling lmbt taw . kiki cum ltr den us . so , dier yg nk kena blanje . huahuauahua ! As usual drg kalau at fareast mesty mkn kt CAHAYA . -.- So , i & honey meet up with my friend & he blanje mkn kfc . heeh ! . maceh yee . =D eat . eat . eat & eaaaat . den go out . meet the rest . && ..... semua done with all the nonsense . kiki went on a separate ways .Follow mataer dier . so , left kiter2 jek dgn lulu & shirah . i think . heeh! . We proceed to esplanade . nie part aku mengamok , sumpah ! -.- Penat taw aku jln !!!. Nie ayrah nye pandai , ajak kiter naek salah bus , slamat kwn aku adr suro trun & ckp nie bus tk g esplanade . kalau tk kau nk ajak kiter g jln2 satu singapore pe . mangkok ! . hahha ! . from chinatown area , kiter jln go penin buy stuff yg perlu adr untunk enjoy . haha ! Total = $ 97++ . Huhu ! kaye ey kiter ? hahhhaha ! Aniway , thanks ahfiee coz bayar kan yg laen . Next tyme join lagy kay , jady aku leyh save duet . haha ! Walk , walk , laugh , laugh , play , play , run , run .... blablablabalba . we reach the place . starting sunyi . lame2 ramai with mats . Mangkok skejap aku bler srg2 lyn nie bdk2 mabok . aku da malu sendiri . & AKU SORANG JEK TETAP STRONG . YG LAEN SEMUA DOWN & DOWN RABAK ! . hahahhahahha ! kay back , fella best tk kena dgn aku ? amcam nk kena lagy pahh ? =D lps nie , truz fella pengsan smpi sok pagy , kiter tglkan die , haha ! FAKE ! kena bawa nie berok2 gy toilet kt esplanade . Kiter mandykan drg . heeh ! i loike. den all da okok . jln & go home . overall , it was fun playing games & taking pix with bbyg . Love you all . jom go lagy tapy no minum! nanty krg down . aku yg susah !!! -.-   Nie part , chan ckp dier rindu aku . kan kan =D   Ahhh ! cute kan kan ?  Aku lagy tinggi dari nie pendek ! hauhau !  Org blakang menyebok !    Ok ! Da start . nie part yg da start enjoy . =D     Gerek kan ? sape nk join kiter next tyme ? =)   Maen game dare . haha !  Nie bdh , last last kena minum jgk . haha ! kalah maen game . Dumbass!  Tyme fel da down rabak ! hahha !  One standing strong , the rest stengah mampos ! -.-  aku punye ! Rosco Senoras's ^^  Honey , Papylon , Riera & Lulu . Gerrek kan kan ? haha ! Next tyme join kiter kaykay ? =D haha ! The more the merrier . k go . aku nk chat dgn laki aku . bye semua . &smlm laki aku risau . best taw . risau lebyh lebyh kay nizam . =D i love you bodoh ! chalobeebh ! taking cares =D peace no war . kay nk tdo . goodnight idiots . *Aniwayy , bnyk lagy gmbr taw . ltr ltr i put again kay . * Labels: Your Senoritaaa . Saturday, March 20, 2010  Hello Monyongss =D Today i be outs to Town ! woohoo ! atlast adr plan . yeayea =) && Wan laki hani pun going to town -.- mampos ! si gler tu . hahhahaha ! Ok . hmm , bby angry with me . i think . haha ! bby takot i mengatal kt sane . huahua ! takot jgk ey kau ? huhu ! i loike . bby , i be going out dg semua ppn . kau nk aku jady lesbian pe menagatal dgn ppn ? aku da adr kau , da cukup kay bby . alermak ! tkder trust uh bby . ane sweet ! -.- Be myting girldfriends at 3 . tapy , aku sey lom mandy . & honey sey nga tgk crita cartoon . haha ! suke aku ! Kay byee . aku nk mandi skrg . taking cares ! chalo bebeh ! *Nizam's One & Only* Labels: Your Senoritaaa . Friday, March 19, 2010  Hello Ass & Monyongss =D Guess What ? Today i will be at home the whole day without any planss !!! =9 WTF ! Bored liao ! Planning to go grandmama house just now , but tk jadyk coz honey tknk gy . Mampos tknk tu bdk ! So , just go kedai beli air & go home again . lame xiak aku . Baby , nvr go school today ! si pemls tuu . asshole ! hmm , can't wait for tomorow . outing with the gondols all . ahahha ! BORED!BORED!BORED! tomorow take alot alot of pictures taw taw ! hmm , kay . aku tk tau nk blog ape lagy . so byeee ! Thursday, March 18, 2010  Woohooo ! I'm Back again ass ! Nmpkk tkk gmbr kt atas tuu ? Can eu read the yellow line ? nmpk tkk ? nmpk tkk ? =D Read & Remember it okie people ? Ilovehym ALONE . Hys myne kay bitches ? Be jelez ! yeahyeahyeah ! Babyy Ass , Aku sayang kau kay pandai . && Aku sayang kau sorang jek taw . Kiter jady wild same same kay , u da janji taw . haha ! FAKE ! Baby , eu memperduakan haty i kan , i will do double taw . heeh ! Ingat eyy . huhu . Eternity We Will Last . Remember ; Tolong Janjan Risau , kiter akan kekal ! =D Btol tkk baby ? nmpk tk ? nmpk tk ? adr makne taw . Insyallah . kay bye !  Hello Monyongss ! =D Nizam & Nur Hazwani .  Gmbr nie muke due2 tgh gler =)  Miffy , papy & Nizam . Nie tymee honey hilang . hahah ! kayy , soo this pic are yesterday at Vivo . While waiting for mama to abes keje . Nie la keje kiter uat . && Tady Nizam & Miffy aso cum over to my place to slack . They buy for me & honey food . heeh ! best kann ? i know i know . =D && tady we watch crite hantuuu . Gosh ! aku dgn honey smpi terpekik2 eyy . haha ! Sooo , eu people must be thinking something is going on btwn me & Nizam kan kan ? hahha ! Hmm , how should i say it .. Err , he say he love me & stuff . My feelings for hym . Let it be btwn me & Tuhan to know . =) I don't want to let hym fall for me further . Maybe we should just stay the way we use to be ? or should i give hym a chance ? I'm not ready to be in a relationship & be hurt again & agian . Alot of things happen infront of me . My friends & sister . There are arguments & misunderstanding in a relationship . i know . But , it been so long not falling in love & be in a relationship . I donoe . I donoe . I donoe . I feel akward too . To have a boyfriend again . Who cares for me , loving me & stay by my syde .. haishh ! I need help -.- kay whatever . I will update again on this . I'm sick . Wtf ! planning to go out on friday with ahfiee . erghh ! bler da adr plan aru nk sick . bloodyhell ! =@ Waiting for nizam to online . erghh ! lembab btol deknie . xian lorrr . k bubbye , update soon . toodles . chlalobebeh ! Wednesday, March 17, 2010  Hello Monyongsss =D Sorry semua da lamee tk update blog . Been buze with stuff here & there . cheh ! step manenye buzee jekk. haha ! Hmm , yesterday .. guess what ? i stayed at home almost the whole day tawtaw ! boleh jadyk gler tau ! den smpi mase tkder benda nk uat agy , tdo ! huahuahua ! best taw ! =)) kiwak ! prangai mcm babi xiak papy ! tapy mcm jek taw . tu semua tkk penah btol . Abt today ? hmm , atleast adr plan taw , kalau tidak jadyk gler agy aku nie =( Miffy & Nizam trun pasir ris . weeeeeeeeee ! =D Miffy tk g skolaa so jp honey at pasir ris . Kirekan mcm rindu gytu . so they meet up , As for me slamat nizam nk trun pasir ris lps skola . & he lpk with me. mcm couple kankan ? =D Den lpk2 jap . Go home tukar baju . Den we go vivo .Had a great tyme there with nizam . But as for miffy & honey .. they sumting wrong . haishh ! da kasi drg mase untk ddk berdua2 tapy tetap due2 ego . geraaaammmm jek akuuu ! -.- tried really hard to let them happy . tapy tk dpt . haiyooo ! maybe sok jp nizam again . miffy pun jp honey to settle . woohoo ! =D picture semua sok i upload okie ? take care ! chalobebeh ! Labels: Your Senoritaaa . Tuesday, March 16, 2010   Hello Monyongss ! =D Saw the pretty pretty ladies on top ? ^^ Yeaa , they are my love & everithing . Been together for a few years . Ups & Dwns together . Everything together . Bbl merepek also together . Always be there for one another . Rya , Mel ,Iesyah , Titi , Babybob . Thanks for everithing . Every single things will always be in my mind & heart all the time . Those times were the best & only the best . We start to drift apart afew times but again we will be bck as one again . Can't forget the times we stayed under the void deck . Together all of us . laugh our ass off with stupid & lame jokes . =D aww , miss those tyme with you girls . Meet soon okey ? =D Miss each & everyone of you . ALOT ALOT ! mwackzz ! Monday, March 15, 2010         Rosco Senoras's❥ HELLO MONYONGSS =D I'm back again to update my blog . =D For the past few days been sleeping late & been buze with lyfe . && Still lom dpt keje -.- & dat means duet pun tkda . The plan to buy for my parent benda pun never buy in the end coz short of cash . =(( Sedyh ! Since friday i was at the chalet . Downtowneast with my family . it was ok . was not really dat fun but still ok laa coz family members are there . For friday reach dere ard 4+ . check in . blablaabla! den , smpi chalet meet zhaireel jap . after that eat & eat & talk craps . Plan to overnyte there with the others . Honey & miffy also . but smpi mase at 2+am . we decide to go home . Mendak ok ? semua sedare alek . & we three like got ntg to do . bbl merepek jekk . & also the next da i got an interview keje . Don't ask abt the interview . It sux ! So , we did went home & miffy slept over at our house but jgn harap dpt tdo dgn honey ! huahau! dier kena tdo bilik sblah . hahahhaha ! jahatnye aku =P hmm , sat .. wake up . siapsiap . den go out . blablabalabl! after interview go chalet . &&& the interview was lyke for a few hours kay . bloody hell ! back . den smpi chalet . wait for sedare to reach . && went swimming . =D happy aku dpt swim . da lame taw planning to go swimming but tk jadyk . bodoh ! lps swimming eat & meet up with the girls dlm gmbr kt atas tuu . lpk at pasir ris park . ketawe jekk kiter . fel & riera laa . ppn gler . snapsnap pix . & talk abt sum things . you know , i know public donoe . =D k lame . blablabla! smpi mase den they go home & we patah alek chalet . wallet aku dgn fella ey . dier bawak alek . ishk ! smpi chalet den meet up with puppet . coz he aso having chalet . & aku kena bully dgn dier & kakak dier =( tknk aku jp dier agy . haha! went home ard 1+ . chalet dikosongkan . haha! tkda org tdo kt chalet . Went home . ltk brg , siap & rest jap . Go out again to grandlink . karaoke , smpi 3.45. Then home sweet home , ape lagy . tdo lor . haha! kay bye . aku da pnt . sok aku update agy kay ? & wish me luck for tomorow interview . & sok mkn msc breakfast & jp fella amek wallet =D gudnyte kepoo! chalo bebeh ! hugs&kisses . proper update will be done tomorow . haha! Wednesday, March 10, 2010  Loveee =D Booo ! papy is super bored today ! tk tau nk uat ape lagyy . da cukup tdo ! -.- Today was suppose to meet this idoit . Firman but skalii he tk jadyk . Nk kena g uat motor la tu la nie la . pfftt ! irritating . kau g kawin dgn motor skali kan bagus !-.- Den suppose to meet up with monyong puppet today , tapyy biaselaa kan . kawan agy penting ! soo , tadyy bgn ard 12+ denn on comp . Ard 1+ go out to meet honey & mimi & lpk ! Atleast adr org nk lyn aku nye merepek semua . haha ! ddk bawa blk ketawe2 semua ilang semua streess ! Den today plan nk go marina jgk dgn riz . tapy he plak jp kwn dier go karaoke . den tady he text ckp he at dwntown . heeh ! ape lagy , ajak dier lpk lor . hahahha ! Now , nga ddk dpn nie comp with my greentea . sedap diol . da minm smpi 2 btol . ltr want go 7-11 & buy again . ahah ! Hoping friday will come fast . Chalet ! atleast adr benda jgk aku nk uat . yeahh ! den sat puppet aso having chalet ! woohoo ! can ajak lpk together . kaykay puppet ? hmm, still lom dpt kej =( Duet pun makin sikit . Mampos ! da tk leyh go out & shopping . Nk nangis ! k . i donoe what to post aready . Today post is so short & full of nonsense , so ? my problem . kay ? tk happy dont read & sebok2. bubbye =D lotsoflove ; chalobebeh ! taking cares ! =)) Labels: Your Senoritaaa . Love ? haha =)
 Monyongsss =D I'm back again baby . huhu =D Kayy , Let's talk about this morning first kayy ? hmm , was really pissed of with mama . lyke WTF ! Went breakfast with her with aunty & grandmama & sumting happen btwn me & mama . adr ke patut dier mengamok dgn org laen , aku yg jadyk mangse ? darah up skejap eyy fyi . tgh mkn best2 halfway truz take my things & went home . && i was really sad . that people walking at the bus interchange was all looking at me . In the bus also oke ? Do you know why ? cause i was crying smpi tersedu2 . rabak kann ? malu skejap doh ! Went home , change & sleep again . haha =D wait for mama to go work den i wake up . & i receive a msg frm her . "thanks eyy for today! " i was lyke ??? whatever , i know i said sorry . && a few more days to chalet . To celebrate mama & papa anniversary . though of buying for them famous amos cookies . But the cake version . tommorow going to check on it . =) Hope they will be happy . Kayy , let;s start . Nmpk tkk pix yg kt atas tuu ? =)) sweet pe ? due2 gaye same2 eyy ? huahua ! Kay that's puppet . Frm No one to friends to ttm to enemy to friend to ..... haha ! panjang kan ? It's lyke im surprise that we get to be in contact again after soooo looong . =D Went through together alots of Ups & Downs . Alot of things have happen in the past && as far i knew that you can't keep anithing from me . Even if you tried to lie , i will still get to find out . But not all , Mostly . *evilsmile* I'm quite happy that you are still by my syde today . Every little things that happen btwn us will alaways be in my memories & heart . Lyke i say , No matter what happens just remember i will still be by your syde . see , im still here with you . haha ! sweeet pe ? Monyong ! trust me ok ? No matter what happen we will still be strong as ever . kau tuu yg kaki ppn , ingat taw adr pegy , adr balek . huahua ! Panjangkan narie nye post ? haha ! maybe will be myting monyong tomorow . babi ! pentingkan kwn . ishh ! mampos kalau dier bace . aku yg maty . bluekk ! k laa . post again tomorow okey ? take care people ! chalo bebeh ! Lots Of Love ; Labels: Your Senoritaaa . |
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