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Thursday, April 28, 2011  Heyeyh ^^ Sorry for leaving my blog dusty , been very buzy with stuff lately . Aniwayy , this year is a very bad year for me . Everything don't seems right . Alot of matters have been bothering me . Pfft . Hate this year . I swear ! My family is in a mess now . I don't even know where is my family . Everybody been doing their own things now . Papa buzy werking till late at nights , don't see hym much this days . Mama with her ownself . Sister , do i even have 1 now ? Me ? In a terrible mess . Little mistakes i did could change to a big matter in matter of seconds . FUCK ! Seriusly , is there anione out there who really could stand by me & lend me their shoulder to cry on . Im acting strong infront of others but actual fact , i'm not . All the problems keep rolling in one after another . Im sure i could overcome all this soon . Insyallah . All i could do now , is stay positive , happy & pray . That's the only thing left to do . Haish ! Can i have my old family back ? ): Boify , i thought he could be there for me when i need hym . But no , he has his own problems . Everything i have in my life now , is drifting apart . Wednesday, April 20, 2011  Heyeyh (: I tried my very best to update my blog but too bad . Buzy with my job & life (: Soo , lately i been taking alot of leave . HAHA ! Mcm mls gytu nk go work . & today i was on leave & tommorrow too (: Tomorrow i gt reason kay , i got an interview tomorrow so wish me luck ^^ Harap'harap dpt keje nie cause my job now SUCKS alot ! Pfft ! I've not been spending quality time with boify for the last few weeks . Full of ups & downs . So , yerp . This week im gonna spend some quality time with hym & famly . Baby , was soo sweet sincee yesterday night . Mcm adr benda jek yg tk kena . Hmm . Really , seriusly different from before . Like for the last few weeks . Those times , it does sucks alot . FUCK ! hahaha ! Hate those times sia. Argue over little things & when we are ok again & think back we laugh at our own arguments cause we don't even know why we argue =.= Pfft . But , today dpt jumpe boify ! Yeayy ! Spent some quality times . Spent time at home with mummy too (: Baby also get jelez over somethings . cute pe kau ! haiyo ! jato uhh dgn kau ~ da luh bye ! nk otf *wiink* Labels: Your Papylon Senoras Tuesday, April 12, 2011  Heyeyh ^^ At last dpt update blog . When was the last time i update my blog ? hmm , few weeks back i guess . HAHHA ! Aniwayy , Been buzy with work , family and hubby . So yeaa , paham-paham la ye (: Kay , let start with my job first . Makin lame makin boring plak keje kt tmpt tuu . Da makin mendak to the max . Ramai plak org nk kt berhenty , bertambah mendak uh nmpknye . Everyday frm 8.30 - 6 pm facing computer jek , kalau tk pun pandang paper . HAH ! Aniway , bsok self-declare off day . HAHA ! (: I'm taking leave bsok . Confirm + Chop ! Harap-harap dpt keje baru soooon ! =D Insyallah . Family & Hubby get along so well . Especially with papa . First time pape tell me honestly that he kind of like hubby . Alhamdulilah . Green light da dpt la tu . hehh ! Most of the saturday now i only spent with family & hubby jek . Babygirls pun da tk dpt jumpe sgt . Sorry girls . Will meet up soon kay ? I promise . Spent time mcm dulu ok ? Hmm , mama & papa give me alot of advice for my relationship with hubby & im trying hard to listen to ur advice . Susah tau nk dpt papy dgr kate org tue untk relationship . Seee , papy is a different person now (: Me & hubby now , hmm , ok laa . Mcm biase jgk . Last few weeks , our relationship were on the rocks . Arguments every single day & tears will drop every single day without fail . Things started to change btwn us slowly , i tried my best still to hold on . I succeed . Now , im still with hubby & still trying to make things back to normal . It's hard though . I'm trying to let things be the way it is . Like mama always say "kalau adr jodoh , dier tk akan kemane " Yeaa , its true *smile widely* if hubby decides to flirt , there is nothing i could do to stop . If hubby decides to move on , i'll still smile cause seeing hym happy , i'll be happy too . No matter what happens , i will still love hym & will still try to keep my promise to hym . Faithful , true & love hym whole-heartedly . Hope our realtionship will last . That's all i could wish for . Aniway , talking about hubby . Just now i gave hym a surprise . I went down to hys place to meet hym . kate ryndu & syg . Sanggup la walaupun penat . Hys face , haha ! Very funny sia . Terperanjat sey dier ^^ Susah tau papy nk kasih mataer surprise , lagy'lagy time penat aru alek keje trun tmpt dier lagy . Fuuuh ! & i think hys asleep already . ' Mcm cb ! Grr ~ K la . i aso nk mkn & tdo . Goodnight people <3 Labels: Your Papylon Senoras Friday, April 1, 2011  HeyLoo (: Soo , i got a part-time contract job at mendaki . Alhamdulilah , im coping well with the job there & independantly ^^ Monday-Friday = 8.30-6pm Saturday = 8.30-1pm Hmm , ok la tu kan . Atleast got money masuk acc . hehh ! Can start to enjoy balek ^^ huhu ! So , i miss boify saya . Narie dier book out & suppose to meet me today tapy tk jady lar kan cause datok dier sakit . That was what he told me , so yeaa , whatever . Tk jumpe , tk jumpe lor . This past few days our relationship were on the rocks . I mood swings & his angry , so yeaa .. Things starts to change slowly . Im sure something will happen sooner or later . Im still hoping for the best btwn us . I love hym ? Yea , more then before . But , sometimes .. idk . I just felt insecured being with hym . He was not there for me like how he use to . He did not text me like he use to . No late night calls like he use to . No sweet words that make me fall in love with hym like he use to . No more sweet hugs . No more sweet love . No more sweet nothing btwn us . Btwn us now are all shyts . Haishh ! Not gonna say anything much . If he understands me & knows what i always wanted in a relationship . That will be great . Since , he say i have not been understanding hym . Alright , i will give in . I won't disturb you , text you , call you . I will wait for you to text me or call me if you need me . We will see , what will happens next . Take Care & Much Love . Labels: Your Papylon Senoras |
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