[K]isses [I]n [S]ilence ♥ ™яσscσ sεησяαs`s , My Bitches ! | ||
|
Monday, February 28, 2011  Heyeyh ^^ This girl by the name of papylon senoras is enjoying life to the fullest boy . Even though alot of things been happening and things were too upside down to think about it , im suree i will get through everything soon & be leading life as normal soon . Soo , im soo gonna look for job soon & i be buzy back with worklife . No more slacking waste of my time . Im in need of money so i should be working not go out & enjoy life without any money in my bank -.- it sucks alot . Hmm , so far .. i been happy everyday . Nothing making me sad or anything ^^ That's a good thing . Getting along well with ahfiee . Our status is complicated ; Friends ? Lovers ? haha ! people might be thinking we are together . but honestly , im telling you now . No we are not lovers . We are just too close & people start to judge differently . =D Yesterday i accidentally bump to someone whom im not suppose to bump too -.- I hate it much ! Now everything keep playing in my mind . pfft . Sucks a thousand ! & also got an informer telling me how long he will be gone & that is mummy -.- Whatever it is , even though u cause alot of shit once you make my life happy by being there to celebrate my bdae . Hope you are doing fine & you will take good care of yourself kepale babi ! Im done here . Gonna sleep soon . Take care ^^ Labels: Your Papylon Senoras Saturday, February 26, 2011  HELLO ^^ Kay , before i start . Ignore my face kay . Nie tyme 2009 countdown-.- lame eyy ? haha ^^ Aniwayy , today is saturday & half of the day i was at home with mama , honey & ahfiee . Yerp , quite fun ^^ Ahfiee came down to my house & lpk ard 1+ i think until just now aru dier alek . 1 whole day spent time with hym . awww , ryndu much spending time with hym =) & ard 5 ke 6+ we went out to downtown . Actually the plan was to watch movie together with grandmama skali tapy last'last honey tknk tgk so only left me & ahfiee jek . Atlast , dpt tgk No string attached ^^ The show start at 7.30 so kiter go mkn kfc dulu ^^ Hmm , lps tgk wayang we walk hand in hand to the interchange . cheyy ! hahhaha ! =P Lpk jap & home sweet home . Thanks ahfiee for everything today . Appreciate it much . dtg lpk lagy ye ^^ suke saya . And , chan came down just now , tapy skejap jek cause when she smpi mummy da siap'siap nk kua . so dpt jp jap jek =( nvrmind , as we plan . next stop town to watch matahari ok ^^ hahahha ! =D k laa . tired liao . bubbye ^^update again soon . Tomorow new hair . excited much . byeee <3 Labels: Your Papylon Senoras Friday, February 25, 2011  I miss my best people =( Wowww ! its like lame giler sia since i last meet all of them . all of them means those love which is not in the picture also . have to meet each & everyone of you soon . Kalau ryndu lame sgt ltr sick, susah =P Aniwayy , i miss this kind of gathering RS together with SBRC ^^ one perfect group that cant be separated no matter what . Thanks to thirah bby . She introduced to us her group of friends during countdown . If not during countdown we wont have any plans & confirm boring . haha ! =D Kay wait . gmbr satu ppn yg blakang chan actually tk perlu laa . can i like retake the picture bck without her inside the picture ? =.= DAMN ! wasted ! Hmm , aniwayy .. when is the next outing uhh ? Nk hug each & everyone of you ^^ hehh ! Back to my life storyy =DD Hmm , today i wake up early cause i have an appointment with the hospital as early as 10.30am . Can u imagine that ? pfft . before proceeding to the hospital , we went to mac for our breakfast first . Im thankful to god cause my wounds are getting better & my walking is back as normal slowly . Alhamdulilah ^^ So , i be on the streets soon to look for job & enjoying life to the fullest now . Nothing gonna stop me . blueeek ! By next month insyallah , i be out to hunt for job . no money im gonna die . My bill i need to pay also . haiyo ! life do sux sometimes .pfft . whateever it is , there a silver lining to everything that happens . so , im gonna stay strong ^^ k laa . im gonna check my fb & off to bed . promise mummy i be going breakfast with her && sunday i be doing my hair ^^ wait & see =DD excited much ^^ bubbye ^^ Labels: Your Papylon Senoras Thursday, February 24, 2011  H E L L O ^^ Nie gmbr tyme countdown 2009 . haha ! lame ey ?^^ Yerp , went through alot alot more with this guy then any of my ex . pfft . How i met hym was really funny . zaman time marina sia . wth ! Hmm , known hym for 1 yr and 2 mnths now & still counting <3 Fate brought us together more then just a friend now . no matter how we argue & lost contact we will still be in contact again . haha ! weird ? yeaa , i know . He is close to my sister , some of my friends & some of my family members too . He was there to advise me when something happen . So long nvr meet hym & last monday meet up with hym , wahh ! ryndu oii . Talk & laugh like how we use to . orang yg knl kiter slalu ckp kiter due kalau together dunie terbalek cause if we mataer ke kwn tetap same mcm mataer adr mcm kwn pun adr . so no one will ever knows if we mataer ke kwn . hahahah ! funny sia . people are confused with us . Whatever it is , im happy that we are still together now . Maybe he will be coming down to my place again to meet me . =DD k laa . i will update agian soon . FB is getting boring . bye ! Labels: Your Papylon Senoras Monday, February 21, 2011  Heyeyh ! Hmm , lame ey i nvr update my blog ^^ Hmm , alot of things been happening in my life now . The good ones and also the bad ones . But , most are the bad ones & it sucks alot alot . So , here i go . Let's start with last saturday . So , wake up early in the morning cause we are having a family outing to pulai . 2 cars & 3 bikes in total . Had fun there even though im still sick . Still walk like an lod lady but still enjoy myself . Hmm , the apartment was great . Facing exactly at the poolside . Snap alot of pictures . At night , the laughter starts . Me , surin , yan , man , iza . They are my uncles and auntie aniway . We went to the elephant castle so called as their hotel pub but when we reach there , guess what ? Only 5 of us were inside . hahah ! ordered our drinks and we even ask the waiter to change the song . hahah ! xiak ! mcm boss plak kt dlm sane . Hmm , reach back at the apartment all were sleeping aready so i aso went in and sleep . We went ther only for 1 day so we reach back spore ard 5+ i think . Sunday , once reach home thot wanna sleep . But someone wanted to meet me cause he wanna pass me my bubble gum . So he came down to my blk & pass the bubble gum then he went back to work . haha ! cute xia prangai . Then that afternoon something happen to my family . Something bad i should say . Whatever it is , i hope once evrything is over , everything will be the same & my family will still be the same and strong . Even though its sad but its the best . Pray everything will end smoothly and over soon . & i hope next month will be a good month . No more bad things pls . Now , about me .. Nearer to my appointment date aready . Hope nothing is wrong with my check-up . Pls be smooth . no more hiccups pls . Hmm , love life ? haha ! dun ask . still the same . It's seem like i still can't move on even though i face shits after shits frm hym . damn ! will move on soon . i promise . No more thinking & waiting . no use . Gonna enjoy life to the fullest after this . i swear . Work , earn money , save money , party , enjoy , license & boom ! Done & Done ! i be happy aready ^^ hahha ! k laa . that's all for now . bubbye ^^ Labels: Your Papylon Senoras Friday, February 18, 2011  Heyyehhh ! Got miss me ? haha ! Today i wake up very early . 9+ i was awake aready . pfft . Biler part tk bekerja , bgn sikit peyh siang . Biler part bekerja , nk bgn siang .. wahh ! sikit punye susah . haha ! Aniwayy , had my breakfast & lunch aready ^^ Still tk fat'fat . WTH ! Nvrmind , confirm naek sikit . mkn tdo jek . ape tk . Aniwayy , today mummy alek keje siang . at 3pm sooo , gonna meet her up at WS ltr on but the main thing is now I LOM MANDY LAGY ! YEAyyy ! =.= Aru abes tgk video kude kepang at youtube , talking abt kude kepang da lame sey i nvr watch . pfft . Biler da baek nk go watch uhh . hehh ! Mt stomach mcm nk kt ok but there sumting in the middle yg look scary . my perut sendiri aso i can takot xia nk tgk . huak ! Aniwayy , bsok i tkder at spore . Going malaysia with my family semua ^^ excited much ! Hmm , bill hp starhub lom smpi niee . risau . bill melambung aku mampos ~tk bekerja & my singtel bill this mth pun lom bayar . Nk maty pls ! Risau doh kalau tkder duet . Hidup susah btol . haiyaa ! To that someone ; How are you doing inside ? Hope you are ok . pfft . Still think about you even though you have someone else . fcuk ! sumpah , benci kau sia . grr ! Flirt mmg flirt . Bbl dgn ex aku yg laen pun adr uh tatpy tetap aku nk kau jek . kau pakai bomoh ape nie ? blang aku cpt ! nbcb ! kepale babi btol ! This yr celebrate bdae aku lagy tk same'same ? hmm , k la . aku ryndu kau cb ! k laa . nk mandy & get ready untk jp mummy saye . bubbye semua <3 Labels: Your Papylon Senoras Thursday, February 17, 2011  Heyeyh ^^ Today post im gonna post about the idiot above . Happy 2nd suppose to be . This picture was taken on our second meet . You picked me up from work & at this point of time you was still on the run . Fcuk ! irritating . From one blk to another have to keep on changing cause you was too afraid of police cars . pfft . Brani uat abeyh takot sendiri . tuuupiidd ! grr ! I miss those happy times i have with you =') Those great times when we are still friends , you always there by my syde . Keeping me with all those happiness . Never tears but all smiles . Every morning you were the one who wake me up & accompany me till i reach my work place . 24/7 we will be on the phone with each other . Sharing my love problems with you & stuff . Laughing & smiling is all what we would do . You were the one who make me fall deeply in love with you . & you were also the one who teach me to be faithful when im with you . Now , even though we are not by each other side . I know u care . 9 months you will be gone & even before we go on our separate ways , i promise that i will wait . this is what im doing now , im waiting . I may be flirting & going out with guys .Im single what eu expect but still i wont be att to any of them . i wanna prove to you that i can wait for you for 9 mths till you be out . I can do it . I miss you hisham . & you sucks . kay bye !=D Labels: Your Papylon Senoras Monday, February 14, 2011  Heyeyh ^^ I miss someone . Hmm , not telling hys name but i guess you people will know who aready . Pfft . It's hard to forget hym , like fcuk ! I hate having this feeling ok . Sucks a million times . Cb ! My simcard with hys mum . biler laa dpt alek . Mampos ! Haiyoo ! i wanna work laa . no work means no money . Damn ! can die like that . Err , Today is Valentine day . Aww , im single & nt celebrating today =) But , i have my best cuzin & best girls to wish me todayy <3 Aniwayy , this 17 gonna be 2 mths aready i know hym even though hys not around . Happy 2mths dearest ex . All your memories btwn u & me won't be forgotten . && My stomach is still the same . pfft . when will my stomach be ok ? Im scared . I donoe why so don't ask but i just feel sad . k laa . i wanna watch tv dulu . kalau i ryndukan dier lagy i update kay ? Move on or just prove to hym im gonna wait even though we are nothing ? grrr ! bubbye Labels: Your Papylon Senoras Saturday, February 12, 2011  Heyeyeh ^^ Saya ryndu satu laki giler nie yg kt atas , name dier Hisham Takshio . Da 3 hari hys away aready . He will be away for 9 mths . Awww , tk dpt jp dier for the last time pun . Arguments here & there btwn us & hys att too . Soo , yeaa . the reason are clear there <3 Aniwayy , im happy if he have found someone new whom he love . Im still smiling . Even though it hurts alittle , im sure every thing that happen has a reason to it . I just hope for the best for them . Aniwayy , today is saturday & papylon senoras is at home on a saturday ^^ Amacam ? baek tkk ? pfft . Im suffering now . Bored to the nax . I donoe what i wanna do aready . Super duper bored ! grr ! My sister going out aready . & i dun wanna sleep . sleep & eat too much aready . But im still not fat . Still trying to be fat . hahah ! k laa . sleep laa . bye laa! Labels: Your Papylon Senoras Friday, February 11, 2011  Heyeyeh ! ^^ I'm still inlove with the picture above . It seems perfect in my eyes . haha ! weird ? i know =P Aniwayy , yeaa . I do miss this toyboy when i look at this picture . Alot of memories with hym . Ups & downs . This toyboy was the one who teaches me to be strong & have alot of patience in a relationship cause when im with hym then i learn to be patience & tried to be strong in facing the problems . Although , i see the changes in hym its only when nearer to the date when hys going for hys ns . pfft . tuupid ! The difference btwn hym & hisham . Honestly , both has no difference . Their way is almost the same just that toyboy really knows how to treasure things but slowly . hisham , nope . he dosen't know how to treasure things & im sick & tired of it aniwayy , narie toyboy booking out . oh no ! nk jumpe toyboy pls ? hehh ! k laa . nk mandyy ! byeeee <3 Labels: Your Papylon Senoras Thursday, February 10, 2011  Heyeyh ^^ I like my kening ^^ haha ! mcm lawa plak dlm nie gmbr , skrg since masuk hospital & at home for 3 days aready , kening tak tau jady ape & my hair .. no comments . Hmm , once my stomach da baek . i can walk mcm biase & can do my own stuff aready . first thing first , get my hair done , kening & buy new clothes . There will be a new Papylon senoras later on . Wait & see <3 Hehehh ! Excited much ! So , narie 10Feb kan ? Ingat tk hari ini hari ape ? yerp , court case si babi hisham tuu . Just now mami dier da msg me , dier masuk for 9mths . Hmm , da mcm tyme org mengandung eyh ? By the tyme dier kua ank dier pun da give birth . haha ^^ Aniwayy , hope all the best for hym . Even though i dgn dier da tkder pape & what he did really hurt me much . I will still keep my promise by waiting . Tk semestinye tk bersama da k leyh tunggu pe btol ? I just wanna show that i really keep my promise . That's all . & yar , harap mataer awk selalu akan adr by your syde & will wait for you . Akan doa untk yg terbaek ye =D So yesterday mama ajak go airport jln2 . Maseh blom baek lagy ey , jln maseyh jln mcm nenek tua still tetap nk jln . Step macho uh kan . hahhaha ! padahal tgh merane . pfft . I will soon get well . Insyallah . I need to do alot of things & find a new job too . damn ! Alot of things need to be done when i get well . So saaad . Sape nk tolong saya ? ^^ hehh ! k laa . nk go carik mkn & tdo . huhu ! FYI , saya bnyk mkn skrg =D Labels: Your Papylon Senoras Wednesday, February 9, 2011
Heyeyh^^ here i am updating for today using mummy's iphone . Hehh ! Im soooo lazyy nk bgn and on comp so yerp , this is the best to update can also lie down * wink* mcm biase wake up morning , mummy siapkan breakfast mkn rotyy . Sedaaaaaap^^ eat ubat *yikes* then watch tv until 12 plus then shower . Hehh ! Hmm , eat lunch then afternoon nap . Wake up ard lyke 5plus . Hmm , watch crite cine and mkn roty . Then , dinner eat porridge . Hmm , ohh yar ! I nk mataer mcm kasyah can ? The guy who act dlm crite lagenda bdk setan , plz ?? Hehh ! That's the best boyfy sia . Perfect ! Hehh ! & parents ajak me go airport jln2 since its been almost 1 week plus never go aniware . Im hoping the wound will heal fast :( k laa goodnight ! Tuesday, February 8, 2011
Heyeyh ^^ Sumpah ! im bored right now . Only second day at home since i was discharged from hospital , pfft . How am i gonna go through another 1 month of stay home & nt even going out ? Mummy , jum ! let's go out . jalan lambt pun lambt laa . haha ! Hmm , Tady petang sleeep & sleep den mummy kejot . Mkn then watch tv da boring maen comp till now . haha ! Now , im like a princess at home . Mintak jek pape mesty dapat ^^ suke oi ! Hmm , ape nak buat sekarang eyh ? if im werking today now im still outside with friends hanging out . haha ! So used to going out & now have to bare with the pain to stay at home for 1 mth . suffering like hell ok . Im gonna change . For the next few months maybe will be hard to meet up with me or even maybe terserempak outside but when i da ok . Hello World ! don't be surprise ok ? Dat's all i could see . There will be changes . Suke suke ^^ K laa . bubbye ! tak tau nk update ape lagy . Bsok i update again ok . Love you all <3 Labels: Your Papylon Senoras  Heyeyh ^^ Second day at home aready . Tady wake up adr morning breakfast , da mcm tyme kt hospital . haha ! Mummy make for strawberry sandwich . Sedaaap ^^ But before mkn breakfast have to eat medicine . yucks ! tk suke sgt'sgt . pfft . But , to get better punye psl . Telan jek lor . Hmm , Then watch SALT with sister . Crite mepek . Sumpah ! tk paham the story . haha ! Then , shower . Now , infront of comp updating blog . I donoe what else i wanna do now . Can't do anything much . Nk jalan lambat , kalau nk uat keje umah camane ? haha ! I think after this im gonna sleep again . haha ! skali tu after 1 mth when i da ok . Semua da tk knl papylon senoras lagy eyh ? I changed . how ? cannot imagine sia . huhu ! Aniway , lunch mummy cooking for me bubur ikan . Sedaap jgk tau ^^ Dinner kalau tk sala will be soup bayam . hmm , My fav ^^ yummy ! Heyy , i miss going out . i miss having funs . i miss laughing with my cb aunty . haha ! aww , talking about my aunty surin . i miss her damn much xia . shyt her ! she understands me well & was there for me everytime . Even when i was in the hospital , she came down to accopany me afew times at night . Meet her soon . After i recover gonna start our nonsense again . hehh ! =DDDDDDD Still praying that my wound will recover soon . Can't wait to go for job hunting again . hahha ! For now , gonna concentrate on my wound so that it will heal faster . K laa . will continue later on ok . now nak search for benda to do . hehh ! bubbye ! Lots of Love . Labels: Your Papylon Senoras Monday, February 7, 2011  Heyeyh ^^ Miss me ? Im suree you people did cause its like been soo long since i last updated my blogg . Yeayy , something happen to me recently . Bad times now but good times later on right ? Facing bravely now not alone or not with someone special but with great friends and family around =D Sooo , this gonna be a long post but bare with me ok ? Here we goooooo <3 So , last saturday i went to ayraah house . Was sleeping & eating macdonald breakfast . haha ! ^^ Then , ard 1 plus we starts to get ready. siap'siap & talk'talk then went out around 2+ i think to tamp mall first . Pierced my nose again . Sukee ^^ taoy da close lag cause at hospital & now i think da tutup pun . pfft . Done then took train straight to town cause ayraah was myting someone . Meet up aready , lpk & lpk then meet chan , thirah & honey baby mkn at cahaya . After that , blablabla ! Cry then went home , it was not as planned saturday . cock-up bcoz of me . pfft . FULL OF REGRET KAY . Only babygirls knows . I'm sorry . Gonna make it up to you girls real soon . Once i da ok kiter go town & have fun kay ^^ Sunday macam biase werking part time at downtowneast . At first evrything was ok . Reached work put my things and went to buy drinks at mccafe , came back jage train then suddenly perut feeel very painful . I thot normal gastric pain so i don't really care . Work & work then went to mac buy burger . Only eat 1 byte then my stomach seriusly dun feel good at all . Went toilet vomit everything after that hell came , the pain was like wow ! i rather die . really really killing me & my face was super pale aready . Called mummy to cover my place & i went home & rest . Thot after some sleep will be ok . Reached home without doing anything straight away sleep , wake up still in pain so i sleep again . That means the whole of sunday never eat . Then around 1+ , woken up by my painful stomach started to cry cause the pain was super terrible . ' Can't sleep or walk at all . Walk to the toilet was veryvery slow like old lady walking then stomach still pain . berak'break . then , ard 3+ ask my daddy sent me hospital . & So yerp , i was admitted in the hospital at 04.25am on 31/01/2011. Was still in pain . daddy & mummy came accompany me at my ward then org tk perlu pun dtg menyebok skejap . aha ! then , monday nothing much happen . Just that i don't have the mood to talk or reply msges at all . I was focussing on my stomach cause it's really bloated & hard . like pregnant like that . haha ! First day in hospital , yan , og & thirah came ^^ Appreciate it much . Second day , that was the day . The doctor came to check . Total there was 4 doctors standing & looking at my stomach . Scary much ey . Then they talked & talked & say to me maybe have to do scanning . After scanning , once the report is out they say maybe have to do operation tonight cause frm the scan cannot see anything . MAMPOS . I was liked , huh ? operation ? WTH! never xia . Then mummy toook halfday to accompany me then the doctor told mummy that i need to go for the operation that is the best . Mummy was suppose to tell me but before mummy could tell me i was already crying badly . Call me crybaby or whatsoever i was scared ok . It's scaryy ! i cry then mummy cry too . So the doctor have to do the tlking instead . Then they took 4 bottles full of my blood . Mcm siak , kalau tk sakit tkpe , sakit plak tu , pfft . Then , i stopped crying aready tried to be strong la kan . Was praying all the best . Grandma even bought for me a Get well soon balloon <3 My aunty & uncle bought for me one minnnie mouse pillow the other one is i can't remember . haha ! Then night falls , time for the operation . My heart was seriusly beating veryvery fast , changed then they pushed me to the operation thetre , mcm biase i was crying . Smpi tertdo , luckily there was a more emergency case that they need to handle first . AT the very last min i wanted to back out . I asked my aunty to cancel the operation & i was crying really badly again . Hmm , after my aunty talk things out then i kept quiet then i tertdo . haha ! then i was woken up when the doctor came , i thot it was time aready then they say the operation will take sometime so they will sent me back to the ward first . I reached the ward slept until around 1+ then the real time come again . Was pushed again to the operation theatre , my heart was like beating fast again then once reached operation theatre the only thing i know is there was so many lights & the doctor was saying something to me then they put injection within 1 second i donoe what happen next aready . When i open up my eyes Alhamdulilah , i was at the ward aready . But the funny thing is the day after i was operate those who came really did not get to talk much to me . Most of the time i was sleeping . I had morphine everytime when i was in pain what you expect . Drugs make you go high ^^ hahaha ! & my face sucks alot . Was swollen and my stomach was still swollen too . Im touched by all my family members they came tried to cheer me up & gave me the courage to go through this bravely . i love them much . Nothing matters . 4 days straight no eating or even drinking . haha ! was sooo weak ok . Then the following day all i can eat was plain soup without anything & plain water . Oh yar , i had tubes all over . haha ! For 2 days i have to only eat soup & plain water . Then i keep pestering the doctors asking when will i be able to dischrged , hahah ! I think they got soo irritated thats why the let me go home today . Fast forward . I lazy wanna type for the whole of 1 week ok resting in bed . Got soo tired && my back ache hurts very much ! Im sooo happy now im at home . On the 12 that is on this saturday nyd to go poly for check up & if i were to go out also only with family for this 1 mth until i get better then will try to go out with friends . Cause now im walking more slowly & worse then an old women . Seriusly . If i were walking at town with you , i guess after you finish shopping then i will reached the shopping place . haha ! joking laa . not that slow kay . pfft . Done the story of my hospital stay ^^ & 25/2 need to go for another check-up at CGh again . Guess what ? My mc was frm 31/1 till 1/3 . hahhaa ! =D Ohh , for that someone yang terase if you still does read my blog ye . Sesungguhnye awk nie penipu . Suro saye tunggu tapy adr ppn lagy satu ? amak ! awak nie da giler saye rase . haha ! tapy tk mengape , hilang satu pun tkpe . tk rugy . awk bkn sorang lelaki didunie . Awak pun bukan la kan sebagus yg saya pikirkan . tersala . hehh ! k laa . Last long & harap dier tunggukan awk ye . byeee <3 Labels: Your Papylon Senoras |
Papylon Xiao-Mei  þαþyℓόή sεησяαs™ Nur Hazwani . But people usually call me Papylon. A year older on 17/12 . Respect me , i`ll Respect you . My blog , My say . I don`t need any of your feedbacks . Thanks :D ♥ Afad's BabyGirl ♥ HoneyRS♥♥ Melyaw♥♥ iesyah♥♥ Fel♥ Nora♥ sehaRS♥♥ Titi kupu-kupu♥♥ Ninie♥ AthirahRS♥♥ JJ♥ Rya♥♥ Fyra♥♥ ChanRS♥♥ AyraahKynnoraRS♥♥ Fyqa♥ BabyCino♥ YannaKechykk♥ Kecyk Kia's♥ Yana Siowtii♥ Fyqa♥ tity♥ Hestira♥ February 2010 March 2010 April 2010 May 2010 June 2010 July 2010 August 2010 September 2010 October 2010 November 2010 December 2010 January 2011 February 2011 March 2011 April 2011 May 2011 June 2011 August 2011 September 2011 March 2012 September 2012 |
