[K]isses [I]n [S]ilence ♥ ™яσscσ sεησяαs`s , My Bitches ! | ||
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Wednesday, January 12, 2011  Heyeyh ^^ First thing first , today papy don't feel happy at all . I felt that since cynta is outsyde now everything changing . Is everything starting to fade away ? ='( I feel like crying now while typing about cyntaa . Since , the day he is outsyde i only get to spent time with hym for half a day . && i'm only left with less then 1 mth to be with hym & his leaving me again . People asking me to leave hym . Telling me hys not worth my tears & love . But , sorry . I just can't leave hym at times like these . Hys alone . I already make a promise to hym that i will stay & wait for hym no matter what & here i am trying to fulfill my promises . Even if he dosen't care , i will still hold on to my promises . No matter how much it gonna waste my tears or hurt me . Maybe what people say are true . I'm just being stupid to go through alot . He did not buy me things that i want . He was not there for me all the time . Excues is what i get from hym . Promises were broken . But i'm still with hym cause i love hym . & One thing that hys different frm others is he is patience towards me . No matter how bad i treated hym , he still hold on . No matter how many times i asked hym to leave , he still there . People try to poison me by telling me tales that i don't wanna hear . He is using me & stuffs . I tried to close my ears & ignore but i just can't sometimes what they say & what i see from you is the same . Haishh ! I don't wanna say anything much . It's hurting me more & more . I'm trying to be strong here . & if you think you do not need me then please leave me & don't put more hurt on me . & if you really do need me then treasure me like how u use to . you have changed cyntaa . I still love you =( Labels: Your Papylon Senoras |
Papylon Xiao-Mei  þαþyℓόή sεησяαs™ Nur Hazwani . But people usually call me Papylon. A year older on 17/12 . Respect me , i`ll Respect you . My blog , My say . I don`t need any of your feedbacks . Thanks :D ♥ Afad's BabyGirl ♥ HoneyRS♥♥ Melyaw♥♥ iesyah♥♥ Fel♥ Nora♥ sehaRS♥♥ Titi kupu-kupu♥♥ Ninie♥ AthirahRS♥♥ JJ♥ Rya♥♥ Fyra♥♥ ChanRS♥♥ AyraahKynnoraRS♥♥ Fyqa♥ BabyCino♥ YannaKechykk♥ Kecyk Kia's♥ Yana Siowtii♥ Fyqa♥ tity♥ Hestira♥ February 2010 March 2010 April 2010 May 2010 June 2010 July 2010 August 2010 September 2010 October 2010 November 2010 December 2010 January 2011 February 2011 March 2011 April 2011 May 2011 June 2011 August 2011 September 2011 March 2012 September 2012 |
