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2nd day .
Sunday, January 9, 2011  Heeyeyh ^^ Today i'm not using my hp to update my blog . Since i was editing my picture with cynta . I update my blog as well . I'm not gonna update anything on fb abt cynta . Maybe if i post also won't be like yesterday and this morning . Every post is only for cynta =D But , this blog i be updating for cynta . I'm gonna tell hym honestly what i did every single day . Since , i can't text hym or even call hym , my phone went silent the whole day . Hmm . Second day aready . I miss cynta damn much . Today , i wake up ard 12+ . shower & siap went to jb with mummy , daddy & grandmama . Cyntaa , i can't hide anything frm them . They know about you aready . They hope you will change & no more running away frm reality . Pls cynta , for my sake . This gonna be the last time ok ? Face it . You will still need to do it sooner or later . Make it the last time . Aniwayy , went jb & was back in sg by 5 or 6 plus not mistaken . Reach home check fb for awhile & cynta , everyone ask me to be strong to face this & don't be sad . I'm still trying . It's only for 2 days and im still having difficulty to sleep at night . Mummy say , i'm going to be crazy soon . You know why ? Just now while waiting for sister to finish work . Mummy , daddy , grandma & me was sitting at mac eating ice cream . I was making funny faces at grandmam to make myself occupied & happy . When i was laughing suddenly my heart felt like crying & tears rolled down non-stop . I still pretend to laugh when actually i wanted to cry . Come back quick , pls ? Be by my syde again ? I really need you . Hmm , ohh yar . I reach home & played comp for awhile & went to sleep . Mummy wake me up & went for our dinner at Downtowneast . That's all . This is what i did the whole day when im not around , Cyntaa , tomorow is monday & ur mummy told me tomorow you will know the result . I'm scared . What if it's for a very long time ? What if you gonna forget me ? What if you will leave me ? Don't do it pls . Im proving to everyone that im gonna wait for you cause why i seriusly love you . You did change my life boo . Thanks . I'm not turning my back on you when you need me at times like this . I promise . && Both your sister as me to wait for you . I told them i will . So here i am , still waiting for you . Cynta , you promise me that you gonna be celebrating my bdae together again this year . Make sure you keep your promise ? I love you boo . Let's make it everyday a meaningful day for us . & Let's make it officcially special on 171210 <3 Labels: Your Papylon Senoras |
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