[K]isses [I]n [S]ilence ♥ ™яσscσ sεησяαs`s , My Bitches ! | ||
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1st day );
Sunday, January 9, 2011
Heyeyh ! From today onwards i have to try and update my blog even if im sooo tired , i will still update . I want cynta what i have been doing every single day without having hym by my sydeee . No lies . All truth . Let's start . Sooo , yeaa . It's 3.40am . I just came back frm my family chalet at downtowneast . I'm veryvery tired . I tried to keep myself occupied the whole day . Trying not to be alone so i will not keep thinking abt cyntaa and cryy . I miss cynta soo much ); Can all this be a dream pls ? and when i wake up cyntaa is still here with me . Cynta left me just like that no last words . I'm afraid . I'm afraid cyntaa won't remember me . I'm afraid i won't be strong enuf to face all this alone . Cynta was always there by my syde no matter what but now ? I have no one . Cyntaa , i'm sorry for all the mistake i did towards you . I was never a good gf . Alot of things you caught me red-handed but still forgive me and stayed with me . You kept your promise of not breaking up with me no matter what and no matter how much i did hurt you , you will still hold on tight to this relationship . Babyboo , you were the best boyfriend i ever had . I'm proud to have you . I regret not telling you how much you mean to me , this relationship and how much i love you . I will wait for you . I will try my very best to be a very good girl . Won't hurt you anymore . I promise . I miss you cynta . I'm crying now , don't you want to tell me to stop crying ? Who should i joke and argue around with now ? No one . Cyntaa , i want you here now . Please ! Don't leave me cann ? I wanna meet you now and hug you . I wanna hug you real tight and telling you i love you so much bhy . It felt different today . Only for 1 dayy and i really felt different . No msges or call from you . No one to give me a goodnight msg now or even late night calls too . Andand , there is no one to make me feel jelez lyke you did . Come back soon ok ? Don't leaave me for too long . I love you and only you cyntaa . No one will win my heart like you did and it's safe with you now . I'll wait no matter what . Goodnight and sweetdream cynta . mwacks ! )'; |
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