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Tuesday, December 28, 2010  Hey , This is my second post for today . I guess this post is for my cynta . Hmm , all i could say now is im really sorry for all the shit i did towards you . I know now nothing i say to you could change anything btwn us . You wouldn't trust me like you use too . I know . But , im ready to face all that . I'm also ready to face every little revenge that you have decide on me . Your promises towards me you still keep it and tried everything to save this relationship & stayed by me through those times i hate you . Just now you even came down to my place just to meet me cause i was angry with you . No other guys will do that for me but you did . yar , people reading this must be talking . This girl is stupid , daa dpt laki yg baek , nk maen2kan plak biler dpt laki mcm sial nk setia . I mess things up . I donoe what i should do now . Where is he ? Is he ok ? What happen to hym ? I can't stop thinking now , Litening to this song & tears flowing down . I just can't stop . Why should i feel regret now ? It's my fault . Hmm , actually i don't even know what's my motive of hurting hym . If i never love hym why would i sacrifice everything for hym ? That was my last bit of money but u said you got no more cash , i gave you mine . I would not care about anything even though i was angry i still give it to you . I was suppose to go work no matter what cause i was given a warning letter , but i still skip cause i wanted to meet you and you really want me to be there with you . My simcard , i lent it to you cause it would be easier for me to contact you . Everything about you , i wouldn't mind paying ? Why ? why must i waste my money on you ? Just because you are mine ? Even though things started to change when we are together , you still tried to stay ,when i was the one who wanted to leave . When you walk away just now , suddenly tears started to flow . I was waiting for you to come back but you did not . You were asking me what was my motive ? How should i ans that when i don't even know why . Afraid ? No trust ? I guess . Sometimes i don't even know what are we honestly . Lovers , friends ? Nobody knows about us . Not a single one or maybe some but most of them do not know anything about us . When we are outside with people we are more to friends . When we are together just the two of us , we are more to lovers . People asked me who are you to me ? all i could say was lovers? friends ? Complicated story . We had arguments . We had tears . I had the best love . What else must i care ? Even though its hurting cause we have to act as friends but its ok . Atleast , we got our own free time . So , yeaa . That's it . All i could say is im sorry . What is best im letting fate handles now . I can't do anything much . If he wants , he will look for me . If he do not want i can't stop hym either . Take Care all . Keep on thinking whose my best cynta now . Lots Of Love ; Labels: Your Papylon Senoras |
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