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Sunday, September 2, 2012
Hey Babyy ~
When was the last time i update this blog ? Hmm ,During my engagement period =/
Damn ! How long was that ?
Err , Aniway ..It's all in the past , I'm moving on with my life for a better future .
I been with him for that long & i know i have been through all kinds of shits & it's wasted if i were to let things go ..
But for how long more should i stay and go through the shits over & over again ?
I'm on the edge of giving up & Finally , i Give up .
Maybe God wants me to go through all this first till i find the right one who will make me happy & will guide me together in future .. Insyallah i will find the right one . Amin =)
I can't deny he was once the best , But i know my future will be better without him .
I have no hard feeelings towards him and he still is my friend no matter what .
Hope all the best for him in future & hope he will find someone to make him happy & love him till the end of time . Insyallah .
I will pray for you dearest .
Aniway , I'm happy with my life now . Even though things won't be the same im still very happy .
I'm able to do things i don't get to do when im with him =)
Even though im attached now (Does not mean i played behind his back when im engage with him eyhh ! no eyh ! )
I will still be Papylon Senoras' you guys use to know before i was attached with my ex fiance .
I won't do the same mistake twice unless im sure that he will be my future till the end of time .
Yes , i will change to be a better me ^^
K la . Will tell you more on the next post ok ?
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lalallalala*
Saturday, March 24, 2012  Hello ! Miss me ??? Hehh ! I'm back baby with more stories . Aniway , Let me start with my own life story . Now , im working under SIA , Atleast the pay alhamdulillah alittle higher then Aramex . But , alittle stressful =/ Every week adr test . Skola pun tk mcm gynie punye rabak . pfft . Mcm nk start skola alek jek . Hehh ! Now , On my love story . Hmm , nmpk tk gmbr atas ? & My last post that 'We will make it happen' ? Yeayy beybeh ! We make it happen ^^ Im proud of this relationship & us =D We are engage on 1st January 2012 . A day with beutiful memories for me & my fiance .  Alhamdullilah , Till today im still wearing the ring on my finger even though too many arguments & hard times that we need to go through . People will always tell me ' Dlm pertunangan nie terlalu bnyk cobaan , boleyh ke krg lalui tu semua ?' & Yes , im proud to say this . Insyallah , we will go through all this shyts together , That's my promise :)  So now , we are still standing strong . 9 Months of being together . No joke . Alot of misunderstanding . HAHAHAA ! Insyallah , We will make it together till the day that we are both now waiting for . Save Save money ! =D K la . Wanna mandy & siap . Bye semuaaa ! Miss me again ok ? teehee * LotsOfLove ; Papylon Senoras' Friday, September 23, 2011  Hey Babygirl & Babyboy of mynee <3 Sorry da lame tk update again . Buzyy with my job now . Been doing ot butbut yesterday & today tk work . On mc ^^ Penaaaat & Badan sakit ): Working hard for a reason . & It will surely happen . Just wait & seeeeeeee ! (: Yerp , im still with boify . We manage to talk things out & settle like an adult . cheeey ! No matter what im gonna love hym only la . No worries . Even though sometimes ex do appear in my dream , Even though i do miss them . I will still gonna miss boify more & loving HYM alone at the end of the day . Now , me & boify dont meet everyday already . Both buzyy looking for money & we dont meet everyday like how we use to . Damn it ! Miss those tymee wen we will meet every single day even though sometimes we just meet for 10 mins . hahhaa ! cute right ? I know ^^ I understand hym & He understand me . He love me & i love hym . That's the only thing that matters now . We will go through all the shyts now & in the end we will be happy together & no more stress ^^ can't wait for the day to come & both will be smiling widely till eternity . K laa , now im gonna sleep back ! More rest needed ! ahahahha ! bubbye ! I love hubby alone ! (: Thursday, September 8, 2011  Hey People ^^ Sorry , da lame tk update blog . Been buzyy with work , life & love lyfee . & who knows , today is the last time im gonna update this blog . No one willl know lar kan . So , yea . Above is the last pic taken with him when we are still together , Yea , i once say that no one will be able to replace him & stuff . I'm still keeping my promises . I will still hold on to my promises even though things just got harder & have to end things . I willl keep on being in silence even though it hurts me so much to leave him . Maybe he will be happier . Like what people always say , let go of the person you love , it will make them happy & you will also be happy even though if it's gonna hurt you so much . He will still be my very best & I will still love him no matter what . Papylon Senoras , u're strong . Even though u're not moving on , you will still need to smile and laugh (': You can do it baby <3 LotsOfLove ; TakingCare , Papylon Senoras(: Every 20th of each month ♥
Monday, August 1, 2011  Hey Babygirls & Babyboys of mynee ! hehh ! Soo long la kan tk update my fb . Biase laa buzy lady whaat . Must understand okeyy ? (: Hmm , The last update psl ape eyhh ? err , hmm . Ohoh , im now working full-tymee at aramex ^^ Im lucky to have this job . Syukur alhamdulilah ! Atleast adr duet masuk dlm account jgk . & I'm gonna settle all my bills insyallah . After settle-ing all my bills & stuff , im gonna start on my saving plak (: Biasee laa , think of the future lar kan . hehh ^^ Skejapkan da bulan puase & im trying to be a goodgirl now , Nk try fast as bnyk as i could . && Da laaaameeee giler i tk pegy berdansa ! Sblm puase thot wanna go but change my mind & decide not to go . Maybe after puase , gonna go but gonna have someone important by my syde then can go . Atleast dpt pegy jgk ^^ Hmm , ohh ! This yr puase & raye i have someone by my sydee to celebrate with (: & yes , i did tell you before about hym . My Stranger , My friend , My enemy , My bestfriend & my lifee <3 Awwwwwwww. Hehh ! Yesyes , since 20/6 . Walaupun aruáru jgk , but we went through alot of shyts together . Even though bile da together pun adr part yg sucks a thousand times . I will still love hym ALONE ! Let me tell you the story abt me & hym now ; At first he add me up on fb , He sent me a personal msg & at that point of tymee , mcm mls nk lyn lelaki uhh & i thot hys the same like other guys so i just ignore hym . Then he sent me another msg , He said i look like someone & he wanna get to know me . After sending me a few msg then he pass hym number but last'last part kt msg tuu dier ltk 'tapy i tk mengharapkan la' hahha ! So , i did text hymm upp , cause i wanna know i look like who . tadadadad ~ I look like hys ex -.- SUCKS ! hahahha ! Whatever , soo , yeaaa , we knl'knl & we decide to meet up . I forget the date but it was in march . If im not mistaken err , march 16 . I was slacking with some friends & it was boring . He was working on night shift on that day so he wanna pick me up & sent me home ^^ So , meet up & slack somewhere else . So , we lpk at titi's blk . So titi was first person who saw me & hym . WE were friends at that point of tymee . So , slack jap & went home cause he need to go work . Reahed home , Still texting & calling though . & at one point of tymee mcm jatuh haty gytu but it was not for long . The next day another jerk appear in my lyfee , make me fall for hym & make me had a hard love life . JERK ! So , i was stupid to go for someone i love instead for someone who love me . I regret that , so , yea , i leave hym & he hate me . hhahahah ! funny ! After so loooong of not contacting , suddenly it was me again , who was looking for hym . Miss hym whaat . So at first , dier mcm mls nk lyn -.- cb ! mcm nk balas dendam laa . so i pun sengaje makin msg'msg . heheheheh ! we text back & meet up again , He was the guy who heard me cry for a guy . He was the one who was there for me when no one else did . He was the one who would understand me when no one else will . He was the one who will be there to make me laugh . He was the one who was there to care for me . & so , i did fall for hym back but i did not let hym know of my feelings . I just kept quiet . After that , we became close again . blablabla , He knl'knl with my kwn & i was with ayie but towards the end . I became single . nyahaha ! That's where i did not soo contact with hym bck cause i wanna back-off . Went club , enjoy here & there . Did think of having another guy in my lifee . Was pissed off with guys . I think if im gonna tell you this story it won't end . Suck a long story sooo forget it , stengah jek kay ? ^^ Whatever it is , I just wanna say i have THE BEST BOIFY IN THE WORLD . No other guys could be like hym His one in a million & that is why i treasure this relationship more then anything else . Senang kate , Hys my life uhh . cheyy =P Even though first month & more of our love life sucks alot . Arguments here & there . Lies here & there . Revenge here & there . But , talks things out & settle once & for all . No more of those shyts . Hate a million and one times . haha ! Kay done ! pnt uh type'type . & ohh , slamat berpuase semua kwn-kwnkuuu ! Pape jumpe kt geylang ! ahahhahahhahahhahahah ! =D Sunday, June 26, 2011  Heyylooo ! ^^ Mcm da lame gytu tk update blog eyh ? Hmm , tkpe laa . Da start buzy with work life & own life now ^^ So , jarang will update blog . My last post was that i pergy berdansa kan ? Yessss ! Last was on achek b'dae . After that truz change to goodgirl . hehh (: Next uh ! mesty pergy jgk berdansa ! & after ayie , i was not att with anyone . Just flirting here & there smpi misunderstanding happens . Mcm sial ! -.-' Aniwayy , im proud to say now im attached to my lovee . You will know sooner or later . Not gonna put hys name or pics yet . But , soooon . I will ^^ Hehh ! From strangers to friends to enemy to bestfriends & now last & eternity lovers ~ Never thought we will end up together . He was the one who being there for me through all the times i need someone to share my problems with . He was the one who understands me more like a brother tehn a friend . He knows what i want & how bad i can be . He the only one knows how stubborn i can be . He went through my worst attitude before having me in my best attitude . He deserve my love , care , concern & everything from me . babyboy , im sorry if my attitude does sucks sometimes & you still stayed by my side . Im thankful to have you in my life now boyy . Eternity we will be honey <3 Saturday, May 14, 2011  Heyhey ! (: Today is saturday & i have no plans . Pfft . Sucks alot or what ? -.- Aniwayy , maybe i should just rest at home today or go out with my family jek . Last Thursday had alot of fun with the girls & guys too (: From Soul to Seuno ^^ Tipsy rabak eyh . haiyo ! Slmt adr org jage . Kalau tk da tebalek tak tau kt ane . HAHAH ! Aniway , Really . Im thankful to the people who stayed by me & took care of me yesterday ^^ Next gonna be on Achek's bdae ! ^^ Huhu ! tk sabar la sey =D Hmm , aniway Me & Ayie , we end our relationship dat day . Over & done with . Cannot tahan liao . Bersabar bnyk sgt uh until cannot sabar . HAH ! Aniways , his happy & im happy too . Both happy ok la kan ? ^^ K la . i wanna sleep again (: Take Care ~ Ryndu ahfiee uhh ! random much -.- Labels: Your Papylon Senoras |
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